The thing is we all need to do what you need to do, dharmmy. No one of us can get our own selves to do what is right. So we trust and rely on God and His grace which acts in us to bless us to succeed in real loving.
Dominating and dictatorial stuff for pleasure is not love. Stuff in you which is dominating and controlling you is not Jesus who is
"gentle and lowly in heart" and who gives us "rest for your souls." (please see and feed on Matthew 11:28-30)
God's love is almighty so it is easy to control ourselves in God's love. Because I love my lady friend it is easy to have self control; this includes that I can rather easily stop in the middle of an argument and apologize, and tell her she can have the last word
God's grace is almighty in us to make it more and more easy to do all which God means by His word. And tenderly sharing and caring is so more enjoyable than just lust pleasure. Love does not have us just using anyone.
And we need one another Jesus people to help us with this. So, it is important that we do not only isolate ourselves with certain people we hope to use for what we want.
So . . . in case you have a real Jesus sister but you two are still not as strong in love as we can be, I would say make sure you do things in companionship with other Christians who are more mature than you are. And yes they might not want the excitements and pleasures you like, but being with really Christian people is so more good for us, than our own interests.
A minute of love with a really Christian sister does me more good than billions of universes of gold and silver could or that all worldly women of all eternity could do for me for all eternity even if they perfectly cooperated with me. The quality, of God's love, is better
and I have various Jesus ladies who effect me with God's own love. So, I say make sure you get to know really Christian women, so you can appreciate what to expect in a relationship.
And therefore do not isolate yourself with her. Love her by welcoming her to share with your real example people, and welcome and encourage her to love and care for any and all people. If she is somehow really good for you, you need to share her with others so she can be good for them, also. Love others as yourself, by sharing her with others, too, so she can do them good, also.
But in case she is not really helping you to get real with God and get correction so you find out how to love . . . then she is not being an example you need. And how ever can you bring up children with her if she is not a sound example . . . along with you . . . so your example together can help your children to know how to love?
Our attraction to someone needs to be because the person feeds us Christian example, first, I now would say.
And, like I say, we all need to do better about why we get attracted to people for our romances and special friendships. We can have our way, can't we, of picking and choosing who we want to use?? I think we all are still not perfect, about this.