please help. I have no idea where to to turn.I'm so angry/depressed/lost.
We have been married just over a year. 25 years old. and both waited till marriage to have sex.
My hubby was having a hard time holding an erection and he discovered he has low testosterone.
He has tried the gel, didn't work, gets the shots, but it is hard to with his work and his doctor hardly ever keeps the shot in stock, and he can't go another doctor (insurance issues) i have tried to research supplements online, but he always forgets to take them, and so it isn't consistent. I've always dreamed of when i got married I could finally have sex! I wanted it so bad, dress up sexy, role pay, sex everywhere have fun! now that im married, it's like nothing has changed-no sex. when either he or i initiate it-sometimes he isn't hard at all, gets hard and then isn't...without getting into details, lets just say im never satisfied and end up using other ways to end up having him be satisfied and me with nothing. I feel ugly, and feel like i am being punished for waiting to have sex. I thought this was a gift God gave marriages? then why havent I gotten it with my husband. My husband and I have talked about it, and no matter how much I say its important he just can't take his supplements on a regular basis to see if they work. Some days I feel like I just want to end the relationship, it's like we are good friends/roomates. please help me. I'm so lost!
We have been married just over a year. 25 years old. and both waited till marriage to have sex.
My hubby was having a hard time holding an erection and he discovered he has low testosterone.
He has tried the gel, didn't work, gets the shots, but it is hard to with his work and his doctor hardly ever keeps the shot in stock, and he can't go another doctor (insurance issues) i have tried to research supplements online, but he always forgets to take them, and so it isn't consistent. I've always dreamed of when i got married I could finally have sex! I wanted it so bad, dress up sexy, role pay, sex everywhere have fun! now that im married, it's like nothing has changed-no sex. when either he or i initiate it-sometimes he isn't hard at all, gets hard and then isn't...without getting into details, lets just say im never satisfied and end up using other ways to end up having him be satisfied and me with nothing. I feel ugly, and feel like i am being punished for waiting to have sex. I thought this was a gift God gave marriages? then why havent I gotten it with my husband. My husband and I have talked about it, and no matter how much I say its important he just can't take his supplements on a regular basis to see if they work. Some days I feel like I just want to end the relationship, it's like we are good friends/roomates. please help me. I'm so lost!