Try to pray for God to alleviate the pain and suffering of people all over the world instead of losing faith. Try not to be too eager to marry and have kids. If you aren't careful you might end up marrying someone abusive and end up a single mom. Congratulations on getting a job. Even if you don't become a physician's assistant being an assistant teacher is a good profession. Imagine what you would feel like if you never succeeded at anything, including school? Feeling worthless comes with depression. It could be worse. It could always be worse. What are you basing your self worth on anyways?
i do pray for people all over the world. im losing faith because despite my efforts if trying to do good to people (im not saying im perfect) but i welcomed my father with open arms when he came from prison but instead he behaved arrogantly, has gone back and forth to prison and has even asked me to bail him out. i dont care what anyone says about self pity, i hate when people make me feel evil for hurting inside, im not crying for attention or feeling hopeless for attention. i live in a world where no one hears anyone's cries until its too late. my heart goes out to all who are suffering no matter how small it may be in comparison to others' pain. thank you for commenting. on behalf of marriage im not desperate and will not marry the wrong man becuase i have not settled im just saying it gets hard to be single and also the men who have approached me just reinforce the thought in my head that i am worthless.i have been where it could be worse in depression. i have felt suicidal and have even attempted. i just dislike when people make it seem like we are supposed to lie down and just accept hit after hit from life and begin to live comfortable in misery. well i am not comfortable, because something is not right. i am not a person asking for riches and material things, i am asking for peace and healing from wounds that i was destined to have the day i was born to an absent father. i spent my whole childhood oblivious to the pain my father's absence caused me and then when i began pursuing a relationship with God i struggled to understand who He was as father. i dont feel guilty for hurting or crying because if i expressed my pain in another way then people would criticize me for that too. but in the midst of my pain, i still pray frequently for others who are hurting and barely mention my situation to God until i feel hopeless.
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