Hey it's been awhile since I've posted anything regarding my own OCD in awhile. Lately my fear of getting a deadly disease and dying has been controlling my life. I even feared that there was anthrax in my mail so I don't check my mail anymore. My husband, my mother and my step-dad all make matters worse by making fun of my fears. I had to take my daughter to the doctor today because she has strep throat. I read a few days ago about deadly diseases in hospitals. So now I'm freaking out that one of us may have gotten that. I have bleached everywhere we have walked in my house even put bleach on my feet because I was wearing sandals at the hospital I have washed with antibacterial soap a few times but I don't feel clean I feel like it's not enough. Please pray that we didn't get anything while we were there and that none of us get strep throat and have to go back again.