My husband and I were in missions for quite a while straight out of high school, we meet on the field, were married, and left the field after a few years. Since coming 'home' we have been training in different careers, I got a university degree and my husband has a AA degree. However none of us have been able to get into any kind of proper career. I have only been able to find a low paying job in retail and my husband does some freelancing work every now and then. We have tried EVERYTHING to get into our proper careers and every door has stayed closed. You can not imagine how many jobs we have applied for (literally hundreds). This has been going on for 7 years, we are in our late 30's. I am really beginning to lose hope. We have of course prayed and prayed and prayed, have had people pray for us, tried to find us work etc, but still nothing. I am confused as to what God is doing (or not doing). We have children, I am sick of living hand to mouth.