- May 31, 2004
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and it's my fault. it seems i can't do anything right. i'm not just saying that, it just seems that everything i touch breaks. every decision i make, no matter how good it looks at first, turns around to end up horrible.
latest screw up is our current location. we are fulltime RVers and we work and live in and around RV parks. our last position for the 2010 season ended without my having been able to find another job. a friend we'd worked with in the past had, randomly, only 2 days before our unexpected termination (violation of attendance policy. too many sick days), had called me up and asked if we had a place to go. i tend to believe that things happen for a reason/don't believe in coincedence, so when a few other things just seemed to have fallen into place, i thought that, altho not the ideal situation, that it was a door opening. here's the problem: it's in New Hampshire. RVs are not typically built to deal with the cold, and we both dislike the cold.
we've been here since 12/24. our fresh water hose has frozen a few times, altho we have gotten that running again. the pipes that take the black and grey water out are frozen, so we can't dump. the black tank is full. the problem might be easily fixable if we could skirt the trailer and put a heat source underneath, but we are flat broke. i mean... BROKE broke.
my husband told me today that he hates me for putting us in this situation. and he wants it to be over.
i can't blame him. but i'm scared to death too
i don't know what to do. and i want my screwed-up-ness to stop. but i don't know how to fix that either.
latest screw up is our current location. we are fulltime RVers and we work and live in and around RV parks. our last position for the 2010 season ended without my having been able to find another job. a friend we'd worked with in the past had, randomly, only 2 days before our unexpected termination (violation of attendance policy. too many sick days), had called me up and asked if we had a place to go. i tend to believe that things happen for a reason/don't believe in coincedence, so when a few other things just seemed to have fallen into place, i thought that, altho not the ideal situation, that it was a door opening. here's the problem: it's in New Hampshire. RVs are not typically built to deal with the cold, and we both dislike the cold.
we've been here since 12/24. our fresh water hose has frozen a few times, altho we have gotten that running again. the pipes that take the black and grey water out are frozen, so we can't dump. the black tank is full. the problem might be easily fixable if we could skirt the trailer and put a heat source underneath, but we are flat broke. i mean... BROKE broke.
my husband told me today that he hates me for putting us in this situation. and he wants it to be over.
i can't blame him. but i'm scared to death too
i don't know what to do. and i want my screwed-up-ness to stop. but i don't know how to fix that either.