Brief idea of age, where we lived and stuff
Her- Hatboro, PA, 24
Me- Greensboro, NC, 19
other guy- WV, 22
Well this week hasnt been the best ever (pretty bad if u ask me)....Saturday/ Sunday I found out my girlfriend (ex now) didnt wanna date anymore. That put me in a bad, crappy mood. Well Monday roles around and She wouldnt tell me yes or no on a question if she has been cheating on me...said it didnt matter. Got a gut feeling she was and that just made it yes in my head when she said that. Well i found out yes it was true and i have talked to the guy online on a jeep website I post on. I didnt like the guy at all and he stole my gf when we were having some problems.
I was more than good to her....i know some of yall arent going to like the sound of this but i have started thinking smarter. I Met her online, chated, then started calling one another. She came down a lil over a month ago for the 1st time....it was everything it could be and more. We had been dating a month or so at this time. Well it was going good and i got a job right as she came down...spent the weekend together. I went to work that following week and i was cool then but then the next week i started getting tired and frustrated with things and yell at her and hang up on the way home. She then started talking to that guy...who knows what about but thats ok. well it was ok i didnt know the problem i just wasnt really thinking...we started talking on hte phone for probably im goin gto say 13-17 hrs on the phone a day then the last 2 weeks or so probably about hr on the phone at the last week.
I know i made mistakes but it seems to me she didnt wanan work them out and just wanted to be happy at any cost it took. It caused me to have get really down and want to do the bad thing i dont wanna say. I got a ucler or something from all the stress of it. Was getting made fun of b/c i was crying and stuff like that from ppl that would talk to me (on the internet). She has seen totally turned her back on me and just acted like a major immature brat. I asked her if we could talk on the phone to just put a end to everything. but she goes no i dont have a need to talk to u, dont wanna talk to u, nothing will be gained from it. She said she loved me all the time but then she told that guy she didnt ever say that and from the looks of it she didnt....
Im just really lost on life....im 19 not in college but plan to go back. Im having a tough time dealing with all this right now....i wasnt happy before i met her, just alot of things have happened in 2 months and im back to square one....Dave Kerwin has listened and helped me and i prayed the other night for the 1st time in yrs i mean like since i was a kid.
My friend was goign thru problems with his gf too and he didnt wanna live but i called him, talked to him and he is doing ok...still doesnt like whats going on but i just talk to him daily on the phone and internet about life and how it will be ok.
Well thats all i got to say right now...that was a lot for someone to read but thanks for posting
Will
Her- Hatboro, PA, 24
Me- Greensboro, NC, 19
other guy- WV, 22
Well this week hasnt been the best ever (pretty bad if u ask me)....Saturday/ Sunday I found out my girlfriend (ex now) didnt wanna date anymore. That put me in a bad, crappy mood. Well Monday roles around and She wouldnt tell me yes or no on a question if she has been cheating on me...said it didnt matter. Got a gut feeling she was and that just made it yes in my head when she said that. Well i found out yes it was true and i have talked to the guy online on a jeep website I post on. I didnt like the guy at all and he stole my gf when we were having some problems.
I was more than good to her....i know some of yall arent going to like the sound of this but i have started thinking smarter. I Met her online, chated, then started calling one another. She came down a lil over a month ago for the 1st time....it was everything it could be and more. We had been dating a month or so at this time. Well it was going good and i got a job right as she came down...spent the weekend together. I went to work that following week and i was cool then but then the next week i started getting tired and frustrated with things and yell at her and hang up on the way home. She then started talking to that guy...who knows what about but thats ok. well it was ok i didnt know the problem i just wasnt really thinking...we started talking on hte phone for probably im goin gto say 13-17 hrs on the phone a day then the last 2 weeks or so probably about hr on the phone at the last week.
I know i made mistakes but it seems to me she didnt wanan work them out and just wanted to be happy at any cost it took. It caused me to have get really down and want to do the bad thing i dont wanna say. I got a ucler or something from all the stress of it. Was getting made fun of b/c i was crying and stuff like that from ppl that would talk to me (on the internet). She has seen totally turned her back on me and just acted like a major immature brat. I asked her if we could talk on the phone to just put a end to everything. but she goes no i dont have a need to talk to u, dont wanna talk to u, nothing will be gained from it. She said she loved me all the time but then she told that guy she didnt ever say that and from the looks of it she didnt....
Im just really lost on life....im 19 not in college but plan to go back. Im having a tough time dealing with all this right now....i wasnt happy before i met her, just alot of things have happened in 2 months and im back to square one....Dave Kerwin has listened and helped me and i prayed the other night for the 1st time in yrs i mean like since i was a kid.
My friend was goign thru problems with his gf too and he didnt wanna live but i called him, talked to him and he is doing ok...still doesnt like whats going on but i just talk to him daily on the phone and internet about life and how it will be ok.
Well thats all i got to say right now...that was a lot for someone to read but thanks for posting
Will
