Mister moderator I hope you will indulge me with this long letter but is was my Mother's wish before she died and it is explained in the letter. I was to send it to family and all else that it might help. Thank you.
Hello everybody :
Yes I use the term everybody because this is kind of a
form letter, as I am sending this to quite a few of you. I
know. You`re saying , " Why is Rick writing me a letter
anyway ?" Not only that but quite a long one too.
I have to write this letter in order to keep a promise
I made to my Mom . Not only was it her Dying request of me
but she had wanted me to do something like this some 3 to 4
years ago. I think if nothing else I have at least peaked
your interest at this point.
I'm writing this as if I'm talking to the whole bunch
of you at the same time. You see some of it pertains to you
and some of it doesn't. Please bear with me.
I don't claim to be a scholar or professional writer,
or anything of the sort. I'm just a regular guy. My computer
helps me with my spelling but with the typing errors and bad
grammar I'm all on my own. Some of you will just have to
over look that stuff and other of you I am sure wont know
the difference. Well after writing this kind of disclaimer
I guess I'll get started.
Oh by the way I want you to above all receive this
letter with the intent that it was written. That is in the
spirit of love and concern for you all, from my Mom, and
myself as well. I will try to get through this with as
little consternation as possible. I know that was a rather
big word so I'll pause for a little while my sister Diane
looks it up
............................................................
.....try looking under "C-O-N-S".........................
................OK? Ok well as I was saying .
Most of you were at the funeral and you know the desire
my Mom had for everyone's spiritual well being. Ooops! Some
of you just said "Oh no!" Sorry about that but this is a
letter to petition you to accept Christ. I make no bones
about that. This kind of stuff gives some of you bad
vibrations. Sorry about that but please just hear me out.
All of you have a philosophy or belief system already
and who am I to tell you what you can or can not believe? I
will not be so arrogant as to think my intellect is so great
that with words I could change your entire way of thinking.
I will do my best with what brains I do have to convey the
truth as Mom and I believe and that is all I can do. In so
doing I will have kept my promise to my Mom. (What would you
do?)(You'd keep your promise that's what you'd do.) Everyone
knows the Christian hypocrite that they can't stand or the
crooked preacher that all he wants is money. I can't stomach
them either. I am a Christian and if I had to defend my
faith by my lifes' history I'd be sunk before I got started.
But thank God that Christianity stands of falls based on
what Christ did and not what the Christians do. Please do me
a favor for the rest of this letter and wipe your mental
slate clean of bad thoughts towards the things of God and
just give me your ear for a few minutes.
You see about 3 to 4 years ago my Mom started talking
about dying and if she got in bad shape I was to promise to
not hook her up to any machines. So I promised. She was also
concerned with how to tell the family about the lord? She
would always get so frustrated when anyone would challenge
her convictions. She could never get her point across in the
way she wanted. She understood things in her heart but did
not have the communcation skills she wish she could have.
She was always after me to write a letter to some of you. I
told her that if God wanted you folks to know about him he
was smart enough to find the best way to do it. I may have
been more right than I had realized.
I know this; that for everything I'm about to propose a
skeptic will have an opposite proposal. For example. About
17 yrs ago my 3 month old son died. For all of us this was a
deep tragedy. For my Mom it was simply too much to bear. For
those of you that know my Mom, you know what I mean. Well in
the time of her deepest sorrow she had a vision. She seen
Matthew in the arms of an Angel. In her words she said she
didn't imagine them, she saw them with her own eyes.
Now a skeptic will say that because of her emotional
overload she had hallucinated what she so desperately needed
to see. I would say that she most wanted to see that baby
back alive again and that it was no hallucination but was
God showing her that Matt was OK, and in so doing eased her
troubled mind.
To instantly cure our suffering he would have to make
Matthew back alive again. God never promised us we would
have no troubles. He did promise to give us strength to get
through adversities. That is just what he did for my Mom. If
you knew my Mom you'd know that, that was probably the only
way she could have been calmed enough to accept what
happened. The skeptic sees it one way the believer sees it
another. One is right and one is wrong.
I write this not to debate anyone but to put forth what
we Christians call the Gospel. I leave the rest to the
convicting power of the Holy Spirit. What's that supposed to
mean, you may ask? I guess the best way to describe it is
like a tugging on your spirit by God to intice you to know
more about this Jesus. It's like a thirst or hunger. You
have a hard time describing it but you know it when you feel
it. The sorrow and grief that was felt at the funeral was
felt by all, but for some of you something more was felt.
You felt that this Lord that my Mom believed in had touched
her and her family during her dying. Maybe you could feel
Gods hand yourself right then during the service.
Hello everybody :
Yes I use the term everybody because this is kind of a
form letter, as I am sending this to quite a few of you. I
know. You`re saying , " Why is Rick writing me a letter
anyway ?" Not only that but quite a long one too.
I have to write this letter in order to keep a promise
I made to my Mom . Not only was it her Dying request of me
but she had wanted me to do something like this some 3 to 4
years ago. I think if nothing else I have at least peaked
your interest at this point.
I'm writing this as if I'm talking to the whole bunch
of you at the same time. You see some of it pertains to you
and some of it doesn't. Please bear with me.
I don't claim to be a scholar or professional writer,
or anything of the sort. I'm just a regular guy. My computer
helps me with my spelling but with the typing errors and bad
grammar I'm all on my own. Some of you will just have to
over look that stuff and other of you I am sure wont know
the difference. Well after writing this kind of disclaimer
I guess I'll get started.
Oh by the way I want you to above all receive this
letter with the intent that it was written. That is in the
spirit of love and concern for you all, from my Mom, and
myself as well. I will try to get through this with as
little consternation as possible. I know that was a rather
big word so I'll pause for a little while my sister Diane
looks it up
............................................................
.....try looking under "C-O-N-S".........................
................OK? Ok well as I was saying .
Most of you were at the funeral and you know the desire
my Mom had for everyone's spiritual well being. Ooops! Some
of you just said "Oh no!" Sorry about that but this is a
letter to petition you to accept Christ. I make no bones
about that. This kind of stuff gives some of you bad
vibrations. Sorry about that but please just hear me out.
All of you have a philosophy or belief system already
and who am I to tell you what you can or can not believe? I
will not be so arrogant as to think my intellect is so great
that with words I could change your entire way of thinking.
I will do my best with what brains I do have to convey the
truth as Mom and I believe and that is all I can do. In so
doing I will have kept my promise to my Mom. (What would you
do?)(You'd keep your promise that's what you'd do.) Everyone
knows the Christian hypocrite that they can't stand or the
crooked preacher that all he wants is money. I can't stomach
them either. I am a Christian and if I had to defend my
faith by my lifes' history I'd be sunk before I got started.
But thank God that Christianity stands of falls based on
what Christ did and not what the Christians do. Please do me
a favor for the rest of this letter and wipe your mental
slate clean of bad thoughts towards the things of God and
just give me your ear for a few minutes.
You see about 3 to 4 years ago my Mom started talking
about dying and if she got in bad shape I was to promise to
not hook her up to any machines. So I promised. She was also
concerned with how to tell the family about the lord? She
would always get so frustrated when anyone would challenge
her convictions. She could never get her point across in the
way she wanted. She understood things in her heart but did
not have the communcation skills she wish she could have.
She was always after me to write a letter to some of you. I
told her that if God wanted you folks to know about him he
was smart enough to find the best way to do it. I may have
been more right than I had realized.
I know this; that for everything I'm about to propose a
skeptic will have an opposite proposal. For example. About
17 yrs ago my 3 month old son died. For all of us this was a
deep tragedy. For my Mom it was simply too much to bear. For
those of you that know my Mom, you know what I mean. Well in
the time of her deepest sorrow she had a vision. She seen
Matthew in the arms of an Angel. In her words she said she
didn't imagine them, she saw them with her own eyes.
Now a skeptic will say that because of her emotional
overload she had hallucinated what she so desperately needed
to see. I would say that she most wanted to see that baby
back alive again and that it was no hallucination but was
God showing her that Matt was OK, and in so doing eased her
troubled mind.
To instantly cure our suffering he would have to make
Matthew back alive again. God never promised us we would
have no troubles. He did promise to give us strength to get
through adversities. That is just what he did for my Mom. If
you knew my Mom you'd know that, that was probably the only
way she could have been calmed enough to accept what
happened. The skeptic sees it one way the believer sees it
another. One is right and one is wrong.
I write this not to debate anyone but to put forth what
we Christians call the Gospel. I leave the rest to the
convicting power of the Holy Spirit. What's that supposed to
mean, you may ask? I guess the best way to describe it is
like a tugging on your spirit by God to intice you to know
more about this Jesus. It's like a thirst or hunger. You
have a hard time describing it but you know it when you feel
it. The sorrow and grief that was felt at the funeral was
felt by all, but for some of you something more was felt.
You felt that this Lord that my Mom believed in had touched
her and her family during her dying. Maybe you could feel
Gods hand yourself right then during the service.