Chapter One
Joshua Anderson was out on the street that night as usual. He slept in the doorway of the Emook Bar and Grill, and the bar wasn't closed yet for the night, so he couldn't go to bed quite yet. That was okay, though, because he had to go around the downtown making sure that everyone had someplace out of the wind to sleep.
Josh blew on a cup of hot tea that scalded his hands as he walked along the streets of Ambler, Alaska, reflecting on the reason that he was out on the street tonight.
Josh was saved, more than 15 years already, and doing his best to live for the Lord. When he was younger, he attended college and some Bible school, but when his parents died, he couldn't afford to go anymore.
He managed to finish his architecture degree and pass the licensing exam, dreaming that he would build housing for the poor. But financing such homes was tough, almost impossible. Banks didnt want to give mortgages to poorer people, not because they default on their loans more (in fact, poorer people are much more conscientious about paying their debts), but because there was a lot more profit in loaning out $250,000 over forty years than there was in loaning out $30,000 over 15 years. Banks favored the higher profit margins and snubbed the smaller but more stable loans. So Joshs business, American Dream Architecture, went bust.
Disillusioned, he went back to his hometown and opened a mission to the poor of Ambler, but due to lack of donations and workers, he had to close it after only five years.
Dejection and failure haunted Josh. He felt worthless, and worse, cursed by the God he loved to serve so much. He felt like he must have missed Gods will for his life, maybe he had taken a detour and didnt know it, because nothing was working for him.
Failure at business and failure at ministry had defeated Josh. He used what little money he had left to take a prayer retreat to find the meaning of his life, to discover his mission and figure out how to pursue it. He wrote a mission statement during that time, and wrote it inside the cover of his Bible-"Keep pointing people to Jesus," was all it said.
But when his money was gone again, he still didnt have any idea what to do with his life, so he decided to go back to work and wait for Gods plan to come to him.
He easily got another job, making $100,000 a year, but he hated designing luxury homes, and he missed the people at the mission so much that he decided it would be better to be homeless serving them than to be rich serving his boss. He quit his job after only nine months.
Despite careful budgeting, Josh was broke again within months, and he moved out of the squalid rooming house into the street. Maybe because he had lost everything and was now homeless, Josh never felt freer. His only possession, other than a few pieces of clothing, was his worn out Bible.
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Chapter Two
Rufus Ample was Josh's best friend on the streets. Rufus had had a wife and kids and a nice home in Skewy, Alaska but he had slipped up and had an affair and his wife threw him out. He was walking around Ambler at 3 AM one night when Josh found him and asked if he was all right or if he needed a place to sleep. Rufus tried to be cool, but as soon as he opened his mouth to answer, loud sobs came out. Soon he had told Josh his whole story, and Josh told him about Jesus. Rufus threw himself at the foot of the Cross and cling to it ever since.
Now Rufus led a cell group for the homeless, in charge of getting them food and warm clothing and teaching them how to read and how to put themselves under the Lordship of Christ. Rufus found the work hard but joyous. He loved to tell people that Christ came to give us life in abundance, even for the homeless, and that's why God had named him Ample.
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Chapter Three
Josh had finished all his "night checks," as he called them, and everyone was fine, tucked in with a decent blanket after a meal of hot soup and rich bread that folks from the Baptist church had brought by.
Josh crouched down by a tree in the park, still waiting for the Emook Bar and Grill to close for the night. Occasionally one of the exiting patrons would see him and offer him a small bit of money, a "guilt offering" Josh called it, although Josh never knew whether they were feeling guilty for being drunk, guilty for being warm, or guilty for not caring more. Josh didn't care. Every dollar meant something to him, because he had so little. Three dollars meant that he could take three of the guys into McDonald's for hot coffee in the morning, where they could get warm and wash up in the men's room. The Baptist church people had brought them all toothbrushes and toothpaste, too, and combs. Josh felt more joy from that gift than he felt from all his rich Christmases put together.
And as Josh crouched by the tree, he thanked God for all the blessings of the day. It felt so good to be treated with dignity and respect by the church people, by any people, that Josh put that at the top of his "praise list." Being disrespected is the hardest part of being poor. Folks who are warm and dry and fed treat those who aren't like crap.
Josh huddled a little tighter against his legs and drew his arms up the sleeves of his parka. Even in the summer, this part of Alaska can be quite chilling at night. He started to dream that he was in a warm bed, but clatter across the street at the bar awoke him rudely. Someone was having a fight.
"Ah, gee," Josh thought with a large amount of disgust. Another fight. Why couldn't these guys either hold their liquor or quit drinking? Josh sighed. Now there would be blood and maybe broken glass in his bed. It all just made going to bed so much more complicated. Josh almost abandoned the idea of sleeping there that night. But the guys knew to always look there for him, and he didn't want to take the chance that they couldn't find him if something came up.
And the fighting almost certainly meant there wouldn't be any "guilt offerings" that night. Guys with broken jaws and fat lips never tip the homeless guy. Josh almost cursed at them, but checked himself and his heart reminded his lips that Jesus died for these losers, too.
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Chapter Four
John Heckler Ransom was not homeless. And he didnt live in Alaska. John had three homes, two in the US and one in France. He was an architect, and whenever he got bored with one house, he simply designed and built himself another. John Heckler Ransom was not just any architect; he was a world-famous developer who had made his first billion dollars before he was forty. And now at forty-five, he had everything a man could want, materially anyway, but nothing a man dreams of.
When he was young, he dreamed of becoming a great architect, building houses, making people happy by giving them beautiful abodes in which to raise families and live their lives. Of course, one of those happy families would be Johns, living in the most beautiful house of them all.
But John had neither a family nor happiness. Somehow, life had passed him by, and although he had over a billion dollars in assets, not one of them made up for the emptiness that saturated his very soul. John Heckler Ransom was a success, but a failure, too.
And every night when John went to bed, the emptiness of his grand home and of his grand life swallowed him whole and tortured him. And his childhood dreams haunted his nightmares.
Life was mocking John Heckler Ransom, and like an abused child, he wailed silently inside his heart.
Joshua Anderson was out on the street that night as usual. He slept in the doorway of the Emook Bar and Grill, and the bar wasn't closed yet for the night, so he couldn't go to bed quite yet. That was okay, though, because he had to go around the downtown making sure that everyone had someplace out of the wind to sleep.
Josh blew on a cup of hot tea that scalded his hands as he walked along the streets of Ambler, Alaska, reflecting on the reason that he was out on the street tonight.
Josh was saved, more than 15 years already, and doing his best to live for the Lord. When he was younger, he attended college and some Bible school, but when his parents died, he couldn't afford to go anymore.
He managed to finish his architecture degree and pass the licensing exam, dreaming that he would build housing for the poor. But financing such homes was tough, almost impossible. Banks didnt want to give mortgages to poorer people, not because they default on their loans more (in fact, poorer people are much more conscientious about paying their debts), but because there was a lot more profit in loaning out $250,000 over forty years than there was in loaning out $30,000 over 15 years. Banks favored the higher profit margins and snubbed the smaller but more stable loans. So Joshs business, American Dream Architecture, went bust.
Disillusioned, he went back to his hometown and opened a mission to the poor of Ambler, but due to lack of donations and workers, he had to close it after only five years.
Dejection and failure haunted Josh. He felt worthless, and worse, cursed by the God he loved to serve so much. He felt like he must have missed Gods will for his life, maybe he had taken a detour and didnt know it, because nothing was working for him.
Failure at business and failure at ministry had defeated Josh. He used what little money he had left to take a prayer retreat to find the meaning of his life, to discover his mission and figure out how to pursue it. He wrote a mission statement during that time, and wrote it inside the cover of his Bible-"Keep pointing people to Jesus," was all it said.
But when his money was gone again, he still didnt have any idea what to do with his life, so he decided to go back to work and wait for Gods plan to come to him.
He easily got another job, making $100,000 a year, but he hated designing luxury homes, and he missed the people at the mission so much that he decided it would be better to be homeless serving them than to be rich serving his boss. He quit his job after only nine months.
Despite careful budgeting, Josh was broke again within months, and he moved out of the squalid rooming house into the street. Maybe because he had lost everything and was now homeless, Josh never felt freer. His only possession, other than a few pieces of clothing, was his worn out Bible.
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Chapter Two
Rufus Ample was Josh's best friend on the streets. Rufus had had a wife and kids and a nice home in Skewy, Alaska but he had slipped up and had an affair and his wife threw him out. He was walking around Ambler at 3 AM one night when Josh found him and asked if he was all right or if he needed a place to sleep. Rufus tried to be cool, but as soon as he opened his mouth to answer, loud sobs came out. Soon he had told Josh his whole story, and Josh told him about Jesus. Rufus threw himself at the foot of the Cross and cling to it ever since.
Now Rufus led a cell group for the homeless, in charge of getting them food and warm clothing and teaching them how to read and how to put themselves under the Lordship of Christ. Rufus found the work hard but joyous. He loved to tell people that Christ came to give us life in abundance, even for the homeless, and that's why God had named him Ample.
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Chapter Three
Josh had finished all his "night checks," as he called them, and everyone was fine, tucked in with a decent blanket after a meal of hot soup and rich bread that folks from the Baptist church had brought by.
Josh crouched down by a tree in the park, still waiting for the Emook Bar and Grill to close for the night. Occasionally one of the exiting patrons would see him and offer him a small bit of money, a "guilt offering" Josh called it, although Josh never knew whether they were feeling guilty for being drunk, guilty for being warm, or guilty for not caring more. Josh didn't care. Every dollar meant something to him, because he had so little. Three dollars meant that he could take three of the guys into McDonald's for hot coffee in the morning, where they could get warm and wash up in the men's room. The Baptist church people had brought them all toothbrushes and toothpaste, too, and combs. Josh felt more joy from that gift than he felt from all his rich Christmases put together.
And as Josh crouched by the tree, he thanked God for all the blessings of the day. It felt so good to be treated with dignity and respect by the church people, by any people, that Josh put that at the top of his "praise list." Being disrespected is the hardest part of being poor. Folks who are warm and dry and fed treat those who aren't like crap.
Josh huddled a little tighter against his legs and drew his arms up the sleeves of his parka. Even in the summer, this part of Alaska can be quite chilling at night. He started to dream that he was in a warm bed, but clatter across the street at the bar awoke him rudely. Someone was having a fight.
"Ah, gee," Josh thought with a large amount of disgust. Another fight. Why couldn't these guys either hold their liquor or quit drinking? Josh sighed. Now there would be blood and maybe broken glass in his bed. It all just made going to bed so much more complicated. Josh almost abandoned the idea of sleeping there that night. But the guys knew to always look there for him, and he didn't want to take the chance that they couldn't find him if something came up.
And the fighting almost certainly meant there wouldn't be any "guilt offerings" that night. Guys with broken jaws and fat lips never tip the homeless guy. Josh almost cursed at them, but checked himself and his heart reminded his lips that Jesus died for these losers, too.
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Chapter Four
John Heckler Ransom was not homeless. And he didnt live in Alaska. John had three homes, two in the US and one in France. He was an architect, and whenever he got bored with one house, he simply designed and built himself another. John Heckler Ransom was not just any architect; he was a world-famous developer who had made his first billion dollars before he was forty. And now at forty-five, he had everything a man could want, materially anyway, but nothing a man dreams of.
When he was young, he dreamed of becoming a great architect, building houses, making people happy by giving them beautiful abodes in which to raise families and live their lives. Of course, one of those happy families would be Johns, living in the most beautiful house of them all.
But John had neither a family nor happiness. Somehow, life had passed him by, and although he had over a billion dollars in assets, not one of them made up for the emptiness that saturated his very soul. John Heckler Ransom was a success, but a failure, too.
And every night when John went to bed, the emptiness of his grand home and of his grand life swallowed him whole and tortured him. And his childhood dreams haunted his nightmares.
Life was mocking John Heckler Ransom, and like an abused child, he wailed silently inside his heart.