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    Wife is pregnant and I am depressed and a bit resentful. Help?

    Much more excited, got a name for the baby, its going to be a boy. Still a bit overwhelmed by our situatio, not no longer mad about it really. I just have to trust God gave us a baby for a reason.
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    I fear death, I think God may not be real. Endless questions....

    It's tough. Because sometimes my views change. I know God is all loving, I know Jesus died for our sins. I know he doesn't want to suffer...etc. But then I also know the bible says we will have trials. Then I think about... is God really loving? It sounds like when we get to heaven, all evil...
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    Wife is pregnant and I am depressed and a bit resentful. Help?

    Good to know then. I mean it's a super hard job and they don't care about you at work, but the insurance is great and the pay is great.
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    Wife is pregnant and I am depressed and a bit resentful. Help?

    THanks. Yeah, we will definitely look into getting some help. Looking up Amazon it says: "Amazon offers 20 weeks of fully paid parental leave for birth parents, including four weeks pre-partum and 16 weeks post-partum. " Not sure if thats great or bad. I assume pre and post is before and...
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    I fear death, I think God may not be real. Endless questions....

    So yes I have two posts going on here. But since I am back (been gone since Covid), might as well talk about whats on my mind. So as you know I am in my 40s. Raised Christian, though the denomination varied (Evangelical, Presbyterian...etc) as we switched churches a few times. I always was...
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    Wife is pregnant and I am depressed and a bit resentful. Help?

    Yeah, I also told my wife maybe give me time. This is terrifying and because I'm also kinda of autistic, I tend ot overthink things and think of all the problems that come along with anything in life. Good news is as you said, I'd be the at home dad. I'm already the at home husband who does...
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    Wife is pregnant and I am depressed and a bit resentful. Help?

    So this is going to be a long post. I'll use AI to summarize it a bit better of its to long though. I'm also spilling my emotions on here so its going to be intense. There are so amyn details I could add but it would be a book if I did. Skip past the ____ to get to main post, if not the details...
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