I went from being mass of confusion raised by paganized Jews / half-Jews hiding their heritage, and refusing to talk about G-d, or anything of their pasts, with no one alive to confirm parts of the more hidden information of my heritage, or even my family.
I have never been much in any church except to arrange my Baptism, then drifted to the occult after the infilling of the Holy Spirit let me see just who was baptising me. That led to a protected education in places that are dangerous to walk, to some knowledge and understanding, to dreams and visions, into guarding Shabbat, and now learning to incorporate Torah into my life.
Not being sure if I am Jew or Gentile, I admit the confusion ,and cling all the tighter of Yeshua
I was married, and widowed, then married and divorced due to adultery and desertion on the part of my spouse...and feel married still.
I am 63, Disabled, yet getting better all the time.
My interests are learning to do what G-d has told e me to do; Writing, Theology, Economics, Geo-politics, and Organic Gardening/Biosphere Mini-Farming,
Matthew 7:21 (CJB)
21 “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord!’ will enter the Kingdom of Heaven, only those who do what my Father in heaven wants.