Recent content by PunkyChick

My favorite avatar ever. Too bad it doesn't work anymore. Guessing they turned off gif's for avatars.

IJWTS- This was always one of my favorite threads.

Thanks @Wayholka :hug: For me it's just that most of what I might pray for are impossible things. Like to do with my mental illnesses. God doesn't seem to answer prayers about depression, anxiety, agoraphobia, or BPD. All things that make my life horrible to put up with. Medicine hasn't worked...

I've been struggling a lot lately with my suicidal ideations and depression in general. I was recently asked by my S.O. if I still pray. To which I said no. She asked why so I told her it used to make me feel bad. She asked why again and the only thing I could think to reply was "Because praying...

Thanks, it turned out okay. Though I'm still getting a blood test to be sure.

I wish today was over with already. Not looking forward to this doctors appointment I'm about to go to. Hoping I'm wrong on what I think it is. Honestly scared right now.

Happy Birthday Ray!

I'm having going sober (medicinal) so I can hopefully be eligible for ECT. I'm not happy about this. They won't even tell me if I can get it without first being sober for a bit. I'm afraid of falling back into self harming. I broke my 18 year clean of self harm a month or two ago so it's a lot...

iirc if you took this account and my old one and added the posts together I doubt it would reach 5k. My old account goes back to 2005. Yet I always feel I post too much.

I've managed to get the first six chapters of my book sorted so far. 7 on gets tricky since half the remaining chapters haven't been written yet at all. So far it's all been rewrite and editing. Hoping to get a second wind today to get chapter 7 written.

Yeah I'm not a fan of the changes. Feel like I just started getting used to the other one.

IDK man, in the second one you have a cannon for eyebrows. Seems pretty manly to me. /shrug

Here's one of me that I believe is when I was around 5. It's one of the few pics, from before, that I like of mine.

Happy Birthday Mojo! :hug: OMM: I sent the first draft of my web serial off to 3 people today. Finally. Now it's time to freak out and wait I guess.