Recent content by PerplexingAnswers1981

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    Sad Sunday

    Been crying most of the day, :cry: lost 2 friends recently, my Mom and I got into a financial arguement. On-top that I work 5 days 12 hour shifts with an alzheimer's person sigh, I need a break or someone to help me....feel like Job I'm 29 cut me a little slack.
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    Unanswered Request

    :scratch::sadd::stress::unbelievable: I was attracted to this woman for months, she has anger issues but there is something about her that attracts me. Wish I can or could have closure here, I feel stressed.
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    Tomorrow For Strength

    Tomorrow I'm working 12 hour shifts for 2 weeks 8 am-8:30 pm in a Nursing Home with a patient she has alzheimer's and tends to be agitated easily, I never worked 12 hours and I struggle with back pain and fatigue so I need prayer on this big time. Thank...
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    Opportunities

    I've been unemployed since March 2010, uncertain whether to go back to College...seems "everyone is against me literally and negative" this one person in mind she has Cancer she needs prayer, but lately she been lashing out at me for no reason then says I know the reason.
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    Disappointment Plan

    Yeah I understand and appreciate that but I've been dealing with this Satan issue since 2003 during my nervous breakdown.
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    Disappointment Plan

    Feel used, betrayed, like taking my own revenge, investing myself in someone who did or does not care for me, feel shame/guilt/blind. Funny because I was working on my relationship with god and now this.
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    Heartache

    Sad, quiet, heartache, depression- disappointment but remaining strong for the most part not sure how. I feel like Job no real friends they laugh and are not supportive that I hate feeling this way due to I've had a breakdown in the summer of 2003....that's healed but just whenever familiar...
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    In Need

    Been having back pain and since I have no healthcare it makes it hard to see a doctor regularly, also for my sister's baby girl Chloe who recently turned 6 months she not a happy baby anymore not sure if that the cause of her high blood pressure and bad kidneys the doctor's do not know what is...
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    Stressed In Need

    Tired, tense, angry, feel used, depressed...I cried tonight maybe I try to be superwoman, carrying the weight of everyone's problems...yet who going to care for me?
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    In Need

    :crosseo: Had some stuff go down with a woman who won't leave me alone an she lied to the Police of me that I was harassing her, my back hurts, I feel stressed and depressed.
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    Sick A Little

    Thank you VCS.
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    Sick A Little

    Feel like I'm getting a cold I have no insurance so can't afford to get sick don't do well for my depression, plus my acid reflux bad I throw up and burp a lot I had my gall bladder removed in May 4, 2010 but still since it took almost 2 years to get it out, I got stuck with the acid reflux. In...
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    In Pain

    My back been hurting, and the side of where I had my gall bladder surgery hurting now too not sure why? Been babysitting for 3 days I'm tired I need energy to focus on 5 month old's August 10 I see a Dr regarding my back and sides :( need to find a job too I've been unemployed since March 13...
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    Hmm Decisions

    Angry the woman I liked went to the Cops to report me and her ex for "harassing her" she lied of me I want to take my own revenge and call Walmart she not suppose to date employees but she is and does she has been warned of it in the past, she 43 going to be 44 soon for crying outloud, she LIED...
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    Weary

    Been feeling depressed but I feel free today I let go of someone toxic, but just feel disappointed and sad, I don't feel like doing anything :( tired of emotional pain.