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Recent content by pathos

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    Sexual Assault

    these poems are not written right now btw. some of them are weeks old, others more recent.
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    Sexual Assault

    Today Was the first day in weeks I managed to get through Without crying The bruises have long disappeared The pain of betrayal, anguish, and regret Has now faded: A dull throb in my heart I know I will beat this I must if I am to survive I will become stronger than I ever was I dream of...
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    Sexual Assault

    Why you? Wounds are too raw To think about healing The dagger is too deep To think about forgiveness You wounded me In every way possible Physically Emotionally Spiritually The bruises have faded Yet the pain still remains The searing in my heart-- As I weep over what might've been What...
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    Sexual Assault

    I go through really wide mood swings in a day. sometimes I'm up in the hills; most of the time I'm down in the valleys.
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    Sexual Assault

    this is somewhat similar to what happened to me. part of me still wants him back though.
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    Write a story! One bit at a time!

    "I'm hungry," said she.
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    Sexual Assault

    do you ever get over it? or is it something that stays with you for life? I can't bear the thought of the rest of my life being defined by this experience.
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    If you post here, I'll play with your pet.

    I can't even avoid a pet. but I'll play with someone's pet :)
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    Sexual Assault

    sigh... where do I go from here? How do I move on? Must I forgive to move on? Is it ever possible that we might be able to reconcile and get back again?
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    helpign out with blessings for the new stuff Erwin added

    what are blessings for?
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    Sexual Assault

    Your photo still hangs on the wall A memory of a life that is But a memory Of things that can never be I reach out to tear down the picture Of two happy people in love Oblivious to the demons that lie ahead But like water that cannot be grasped The photo slips through my fingers I cannot bear...
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    Sexual Assault

    In another life, in another future If it had been anyone else You would have been the one I went to first To cry with To wash out all the pain in my heart To stay with Knowing that you'll protect me with your life Who do I turn to now-- Now that you're as good as dead? Who can I cry with To...
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    Sexual Assault

    How do you put into words Such pain and sorrow? Betrayal, anger? Bitterness, hatred?
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    Sexual Assault

    Why you? Why did it have to be you? I always imagined-- If ever this horror came-- That it'd be in a dark place Walking home alone at night Maybe having one too many drinks At a party Or maybe my drink was spiked When I'm out...