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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    I was recalling the times I made a declaration of faith, the seond time I wrote would be it then
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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    Aren't we saved simply by beleiving Jesus? Otherwise horrible people like me can never have hope, I'm quite not a nice person and I know worse than me, won't we be more likley to go to hell just because we are naturally not as nice and sweet as others? So there is a natural selection process for...
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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    I have mental health issue of anxiety which can come about as fixations and obsessions. I don't know about OCD, it is not in my family anywhere. My whole life hs been cycles of up bit, then straight down, then up a bit, like a seesaw between 'meh' and 'I hate life' with the occasional 'wow!'...
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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    I feel like taking a break would be like not working. Tbh, my absense from holy living has kind of been an extended break in itself, I pray twice a day or sometimes more, and read the bible occasionally, that's it. I'm worried about God returning to Earth, I'm not ready, as in, I'm not bad but I...
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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    I'm not Catholic so I don't really agree with this, ans it reminds me of new age philosophy. Thank you very much for your kindness in responding to this. But I do go on YouTube and see a LOT of Christians, a lot my age, who are going through the same thing and they struggle with idolatry, lust...
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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    I feel like God wants me to do more and go back to the Christian that I was in the beginning (devoted, reverent, holy). That takes work. I'm running away from it because life is pretty comfy for me right now and I'm scared God won't allow me to do things I like anymore e.g play games, focus on...
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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    Hi, thanks for your reply. First at home where I told realised God is real/I'll be a Christian (was an atheist/pagan before). Then at my deliverace where I said the declaration of faith.
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    I don't know what is wrong with me!

    Hello, Please help. I am quite tired of the way that I am, and I am lost for why I am stuck in the same season of spiritual growth for almost a year. I can answer questions too if that will help figure this out. TL;DR - Used to be very 'on fire', now I hate having to read the bible, sinful...