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    Recovery Prayer Request Thread

    praying for you...God have mercy on all of us battling this terrible disease....
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    Maybe this might help some of you... God have mercy on us

    I suffer from severe treatment resistant depression. Being a christian I often find myself asking why God, why wont you heal me. Well, this video has helped me somewhat and just thought I would share it with you all. God bless us and have mercy on us.
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    Anyone's experience with Ketamine?

    cloudyday2, very interesting stuff, I will definately ask my psych doctor if he will give me the scopolamine patches, hes kind of weird though with meds, I guess I could go to my general practitioner doctor also.... we will see what happens after a few more tries with the ketamine first... thank...
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    Anyone's experience with Ketamine?

    Thanks cloudyday2, sounds reasonable to give scopalamine a try at least... hard to not be doubtful though when all the prescription antidepressants have had no effect on me, but still worth a try if this ketamine ends up not doing anything...thanks for the tip Thanks 31gH9N, yes I am aware of...
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    Anyone's experience with Ketamine?

    Hello fellow christian sufferers, Was curious of anyones experience with ketamine? I have had 5 injections so far and nothing with relief from the depression. Feeling pretty discouraged as this is sorta my last hope. Ive tried numerous medications, ect, tms to no avail. Its only the Lord that...
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    newbie here, christian with depression

    I agree with you fully....thanks for the reply my brother.....
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    newbie here, christian with depression

    I respect that you prefer no denomination, Free Will my brother, I also felt this way for a time, was raised catholic, fell away, became non denominational and then went to college and studied theology, through my studies, found myself drawn back to the catholic faith. I think we do agree on the...
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    newbie here, christian with depression

    So true.....a bummer though is that the mental suffering we endure is so much worse than the physical suffering we go through. I would gladly trade my mental anguish and misery for a physical(bodiy) sickness if I could just have my mind at peace. Does that make sense? On another note, in the...
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    newbie here, christian with depression

    Isnt it strange how finding fellowship in suffering helps us feel better? At least it does for me anyway, to know im not alone suffering in the hell on earth brings comfort....this is kind of weird but especially when I see/hear of someone who is suffering worse than I and I know there are many...
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    Recovery Prayer Request Thread

    praying for you FredVB, your not alone, please pray for me too.... God bless
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    Recovery Prayer Request Thread

    He does truly hear our prayer Jamilet, sometimes He doesnt answer them right away, maybe not His time? Or His plan for us? But He does hear them guaranteed...PS 27:14 "wait for the Lord, be strong and let your heart take courage, yes wait for the Lord"........Mathew 28:20 "I am with you always...
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    newbie here, christian with depression

    Thanks Press On, appreciate the words of encouragement brother.... glad for your current upswing, hope it lasts a while.... I will keep you and the rest of us here in my daily prayers...God Bless
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    newbie here, christian with depression

    Thankyou very much Tempura, its definately a very difficult cross to carry.... I appreciate the words of encouragement...God bless you and God have mercy on all of us struggling in Jesus' name I pray...
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    newbie here, christian with depression

    thankyou Jeshu...
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    fellow catholic christians

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