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Recent content by MatthewBoB

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    Hello, having a very tough time

    Well an update, for any of those that read this, I sent her an e-mail sharing some of my feelings with her. I beleive I did this in a non aggressive way... in the least I got some of this off my chest, now I think I can rest knowing I did all I could to show how I feel... the rest I leave up...
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    Hello, having a very tough time

    All day long I've been rushed with it... each time I turn to the lord and give it to him.... now I am more confused than ever... I love her. I knew it the whole time, just couldn't admit it, I knew what that meant to admit it, if I am to move on in any direction I must admit it though, I love...
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    help plase

    Also it helps to not just think of it as talking about something... try and think of things that really matter to you... maybe things youd like to know his opinion on, things that affect you and him... maybe your future, individually, or together... maybe whats going on in the world. nothing...
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    help plase

    Seems like you got a lot of time on your hands... give people a little more time :) I have had similar problems, though usually its because there are things I don't want to talk about with them, maybe things that could bring up issues.... not sure if this is the case with you... it just was...
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    Hello, having a very tough time

    I had a very tough two days... these two days in class she was dressed up and look so beautiful. I also sit right next to her, considering shes still my best friend.... I'm struggling to keep my head above the water, to not let depression consume me... I know I need to trust in the Lord and...
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    Hello, having a very tough time

    Thank you everyone who has posted in reply. The weekend was dreadfully long and that night I posted I had another 1 hour night of sleep; however, the last two nights I've had nearly a full nights sleep and am feeling much better. It is still hard since I see her and talk with her every day...
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    Hello, having a very tough time

    Hello my name is Matthew, I am a faithful Christian. Presently I'm at a weak point in my faith however. I am 20, nearly 21 years old. I am going to school, working on my second degree and am a fairly emotional man. I tend to repress my feelings though, I grew up in a Pastors family, though...