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Recent content by ManofShadows

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    This might get long, but it really is bothering me.

    I guess I didn't quite put down the point... she (being Bunnie) killed herself earlier this week. Britt blames herself completely, and won't listen when I tell her it wasn't her fault. It seems that there were problems I couldn't help Bun with, but if it was this serious... it may have happened...
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    This might get long, but it really is bothering me.

    I just talked to her. Well, kind of. She said all of ten words the whole time, and was nasty towards me. She said she's okay... and I feel better. I told her most of the things I wrote up there, a few new ones (like why this week was so hard...), and then she went away without another word. I...
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    This might get long, but it really is bothering me.

    I do pray. As often as I can find the words, hoping that whoever may be listening puts a thought in my head... gives me some idea. Or even just something to lighten the problem... make it easier to bear. And a side note, about the sleeping drugs, if I needed, I could stop today. Never have...
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    This might get long, but it really is bothering me.

    Okay. I'm shaking pretty bad and I had a bad, bad time a few minutes ago. I'll start with the back story, because it's important. Several years ago, probably four, now, I met a gal in a chat room and we sparked pretty well. We would talk for hours and hours at a time, and it got serious, at...
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    A quick poll for y'all.

    Who do you think is cooler; Jesus, or Mr. T?
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    Do things never work out?

    No, she lived a bit away from me. We'd been friends long enough that we talked on the phone occassionally, and it was her grandmother that called me. Megan lived with her grandother because her mother was not the best person to live with. She was nice, is still nice, but she has some drug...
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    Do things never work out?

    I couldn't find any other, more appropriate title in my time of doubt. What am I doubting, you ask? Everything. Let me give you the whole story... Almost a year ago, I met this gal in a chatroom, her name is Megan. Claimed to be 16, we quickly found lots in common and we were quite good friends...