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Recent content by m0eseph

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    In love with a soon to be soldier

    I have recently fallen in love with a wonderful man. He will be leaving in april for military training for 4 years to become a paramedic. This is his dream and I admire his passion for helping people. I love him very much. Aside from him going to be gone for 4 years, only seeing him on holidays...
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    Misscarraige

    i cried when you said that the child is in heaven now. in my mind i already knew, but it just hit me. and its comforting to know. i just dont know how to put this behind me. i've accepted that it was meant to happen and that God is good, but i still feel so much pain, so much heartache :'(
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    Misscarraige

    i wish i could find that out. but i dont have the money to see a doctor unfortunately :/ i have so much already that i have to pay for on other things that are important too.
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    Misscarraige

    i'm just so terrified he will be mad. like he doesnt want to handle it and just shuns me. he does have a right to know, but hes been backsliding a lot, lying to me, and under a lot of stress. thats why im afraid. im afraid he'll hate me for making his life seem more miserable to him.
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    Misscarraige

    im really not sure. but my body has chills still. i'm hoping it was a blood clot. ill check with a doctor.
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    Misscarraige

    you are blessed. i've been with this man for 3 years. i think you and i have spoken before on my other posts from a while back. i feel so guilty. i feel like my broken heart caused me to miscarry. you are truly blessed to be married to the man you get pregnant with. this boy was my first, and...
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    Misscarraige

    My name is Mariah and I'm 21 years old. Today, I had a miscarriage without even knowing I was pregnant. I gave my virginity to a man I love and he is no longer with me as of 3 weeks ago. He was also a virgin when we had sex. Ever since we had sex, I have been dealing with the consequences from...
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    In a relationship with someone with a split personality

    I have been with the guy I love for 2 years. Going into this relationship, I knew he has depression, bipolar (i have both too), and I knew earlier in his life he suffered from schizophrenia. I recently found out that he has a split personality. I noticed that he has been getting more angry and...
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    Romance with my boyfriend and I

    I have been going out with my boyfriend for 2 years now (best friends 2 years before that) and I feel like I've run out of ways to romance him. We don't talk about marriage because both of us aren't financially stable and not ready for it. But in the mean time, I want to keep making his heart...
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    i am so broken.

    he called because he knew i would be worried and i would care. im very happy he called. he didnt end up going to the hospital. he just had an allergic reaction to something. and now things are back the way it was before he texted me. i wish him well and that if he ever needs to, im always here...
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    i am so broken.

    Bfine, thank you for sharing your story with me. i dont want you to think when i said i was offended, that i was angry. i wasnt. i just know i love him, even though im not getting love in return. i have also loved bryce through the pain he has gone through and the pain he has caused me. but i...
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    i am so broken.

    I am thankful for your input. but i feel somewhat offended by this. i do feel sometimes i do obsess over him, but my love for him is greater than that. you say love is not a all consuming emotion. but how could it not be? when i am wrapped up in gods arms, i feel consumed by the love i feel for...
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    i am so broken.

    i feel like people on here dont care.
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    i am so broken.

    the one person i am in love with just walked out of my life. i am so torn. i dont want anything else. i dont want anyone else. all i want is things to be better. i keep asking god to let me go back in time and fix the things i did to him. why is god taking the most ultimate thing i love in life...
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    Sos

    i have a friend that went through a series of sexual abuses as a child. he turned his life over to God at the age of 14 and is now 20 today. he recently went to a party thinking it was a get together with friends and got there to realize it was full of sex and alcohol. he didnt have a ride back...