Recent content by Lost55

Thank you so much, I’m feeling more at ease. X

I feel like I’ve committed the unpardonable sin with what’s happened with my Nan

Thank you, I’ve had psychology and counselling. What I feel is definitely spiritual (apart from my physical health) I was at my nannas death bed and horrible words came in my head about the devil and my nana, it was awful. When she was about to take her last breath she looked at me and I felt...

I feel like because we are not married god disapproves of this. But then I know he sent me my partner as my partner is a good man

I cannot seem to pm you as I don’t m ow how

I’m living with a non Christian, we aren’t married either but engaged. I was married before but now divorced as was in an abusive relationship for 10 years and used drink to cope. My kids have really been affected by this and even though I don’t drink now, I’ve had loads of blips and treated my...

I’m trying to believe. I’m praying to have more faith. I just feel so tested. X

Even if I’ve broken all 10 commandments? I’ve had 2 abortions when I was younger which i class as murder. I also got horrible thoughts about my Nan when she was on her deathbed. I can’t forgive myself x

I love Jesus and want to think and feel like I’m forgiven but there’s something stopping me from this happening. I can’t forgive myself.

Why do I feel so cursed and guilty? If I’m truly saved then why don’t I feel that peace. I’m in a huge spiritual battle. I can feel it, I’m just afraid everything I do displeases god when I’m trying to please him. I’m coming up against so many coincidences that make me think I’m Been punished...

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Thank you. X

Lead a very bad life, broke commandments and been very selfish. I’m so ashamed of myself. I have a physical illness and things keep happening to stop me from getting a diagnosis. I had a vision 8 months ago, it was apparently coming from god saying that I would get an illness and nobody would...

Hi. I’ve Lead a very bad life, broke commandments and been very selfish. I’m so ashamed of myself. I have a physical illness and things keep happening to stop me from getting a diagnosis. I had a vision 8 months ago, it was apparently coming from god saying that I would get an illness and...