light66

I am the divorced mother of a 15-y-old son who has destroyed my life and the lives of others. I am surviving lupus and am presently in remission. Just when I thought life was beautiful from losing 290 pounds from being on Prednisone and starting to feel great, I started to lose total control over my life. I destroyed my marriage, money is a mess, I had an affair- destroyed another marriage- Now, what can I say? I am lost. I was happiest what I tried to convert to catholism as a teen. Please pray for me. How do I go about this again and is there any help left for me?

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