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It does matter, I am feeling a little bit better, but still really confused at the moment. I hate this feeling and wish that I could just put total trust in God and stop looking back and accept who He has made me, but it's hard. I know God never said it was gonna be easy, but it still stinks...

It doesn't matter anymore. Thanks

I know what I need to do LN, thanks for your time!

I just can't seem to let the past go. Something happened to me when I was younger and I thought I had forgiven myself and let go of the shame and embarrassment, but I guess not. Everytime I keep thinking "this time I gave it God" it just all comes back. It interfers with everything. I can't...

What do you do when you just can't stand yourself?:cry:

I did the online counseling and although it was nice to do it in my own home, and not having to meet face to face, it didn't work for me. I found that I did much better, although it was harder, to talk face to face. I found a mentor in my church who has a passion for the Lord, that is just...

that may be, but honestly the last thing I felt like doing was going and tell someone, the some guys are "barking" at me, I was already humiliated enough, I couldn't have brought myself to that.

You just gotta love it when you are ready to start moving forward and satans big ugly head has to jump in and mess it all up. Last night I went to walmart after my husband got home to get him some medicine, and as always more soda's. I was standing on an isle looking at a movie for my daughter...

I do listen to worship music, and no doubt it helps. I have confessed it to Jesus, and have asked for forgivness. I have talked with my mentor and a few others and they say that it's not my fault and I have nothing to ask for forgiveness. I don't see it that way, I see it as I could have...

I know cousneling would help, it's just getting there, and finding someone I can trust. Trust is not easy for me. I have never really talked with anyone face to face about it, so I am uncomfortable with it, and afraid to. I have been doing counseling online, with an actual counselor, but...

Can anyone give any advice on how to stay focused on God when things get tough? I have been here so many times, and I know what I need to do, but it's like forcing myself sometimes and sometimes I cant. I have been trying to get through some things from the past, and I don't know how. I hold...

  I have wondered this myself.  The main reason I wonder is becuase of the amount of money he is demanding.  If it is a terrorist, once they get the money to the person they want it to go to, they wont care if they get caught.  I am sure Al Qaeda would love to get money...

Yes, it was awesome. We went Thursday night and there was only 37 thousand that night. There was Cademon's Call, and someone else there, along with former President George Bush Sr. That was a real treat as well, he gave a good testimony. The actual figure for Saturday was 81,000, which was a...

   :D ice cream....yummy!

PRAISE GOD, I AM BACK HOME!!! Some of you know that I had recently been struggling with some issues. Last night I had a one on one conversation with a pastor who helped me back to Jesus. I was really lost and struggling with some salvation issues but now I am back on the right path. I am...