Recent content by jesusdaughter155

I don't really know what to believe. I want to believe in God, but I'm having heavy, heavy doubts. I'm terrified there is no God. If there weren't any God, life wouldn't have meaning for me, personally. I'm afraid my belief in God is gullible and irrational. I have a chronic illness and I'm...

Thank you all once again :)

I didn't have the sleep paralysis last night, thank Jesus. Although my anxiety still isn't very much under control.

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Thank you all so much for your prayers and thoughts again.

I don't know if any of these contributed to the problems, but I think some of them may classify as negative. I hadn't been praying for a long while, and I was watching watching movies and TV shows I normally wouldn't watch, listening to music I normally wouldn't listen to, and such things.

I was feeling anxious due to circumstances I can't control at the moment (health condition regarding hearing problems) The anxiety was so severe I had to take a break from school for a while, and refrained to continue to form college plans. I haven't been feeling very calm, and because I haven't...

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Thank you very much. I was so afraid I had lost Christ for the past few days, and I no longer had the ability to have a relationship with Jesus

That is an extremely reassuring thought. I've faced so much anxiety recently, and I haven't been talking to God at all. I remember I had no fear of death before, and the troubles of this life didn't frighten me. Pain is only temporary because the afterlife with Jesus is eternal. I always found...

He helped me manage it at first but I'm no longer going to him. I was taking a fairly small dose but I guess I'm sensitive. I've discontinued the medication about a month ago, so I think it's left my system by now. Now I'm just seeing my therapist.

Thank you. I stopped taking the antidepressant (Zoloft for 4 weeks and Klonopin for a short while) a few weeks ago, and I did have very strong withdrawal reaction because of the Zoloft, despite tapering myself off. I knew it was because of the Zoloft because I'd experienced the same feelings...

Thank you And don't worry, your post didn't cause me to be more frightened. If anything, knowing what they are will help me be more calm perhaps, if I know they are demons and Jesus has authority over them. I think I have to draw near to Jesus again, though, so I can pray for His help.

Thank you so, so, so much Brinny. You've said so many kind words and really are helping draw me to the Lord Jesus again.

Thank you. I was prescribed an antidepressant for a while but I found the side effects too burdensome so I stopped taking it. Therapy sometimes helped me.