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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    First off - if I knew she was a liar, I wouldn't have loved her anyway, so let me just get that straight, lol.. I always told people to back off when they said bad things about her, even though I finally realize most of that was true, but I failed to see it.. But yeah, my goals in life aren't...
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    I've decided I'm just a coward.. I already knew that deep inside, but that other guy made it clearer to see.. I don't understand why I just can't be happy, it's really frustrating.. There are people out there that have it way worse than me, and I still feel bad.. And it's not just because of...
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    I did pray for that.. But it just stays..
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    i feel crap anyway, it's not just that girl.. i realized that she is rotten inside last night, she just lies and lies.. but now i'm worried about her.. i want her to be happy later in life, and i don't want her to realize what she's doing when it's too late.. and yeah, i've finally decided to...
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    Well, i've already got the tears out, but it doesn't seem to help unfortunately.. it just feels so unfair, and tears can't do anything about it
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    that's what i've been doing for the past two weeks, doesn't help a bit :sigh: sorry for being such a pain in the but lol
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    well, i'm 100% sure she has rejected me as a person, and lost all her love for me..
  8. Idratherstayanonymous

    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    What do you mean? :confused:
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    I don't see how I can remind this with fond memories.. really, i don't.. and yeah, i know how that cloud feeling feels, and i would give anything to get it back but unfortunately i can't
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    because i don't see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore.. i've gone from 12 to 18 years old without feeling happy inside, and i'm not prepared to live years and years like that again, just for a few months of happyness. i felt God so close three weeks ago, when a girl just dropped me when...
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    because i don't want to anymore..
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    Is it wrong to pray for death?

    Wondering..
  13. Idratherstayanonymous

    Music

    Yeah I know, I'm trying to listen to as much Christian music as I can, and when I notice a song is promoting.. anti-God things, I just delete it right away, but in this occasion it wasn't, but still it felt so weird.. Could this song possibly be satanic, or was I just very tired? I don't have...
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    Music

    I try to listen to Christian metal and rock as much as I can, since it really is my genre, but not always. But this occasion was odd, because I can deal with people just literally uhh.. screaming in my ears (Listen to 'Bring me the Horizon', and you'll know what I mean) and go on with what I'm...
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    Music

    Can music affect you in a bad way, and does God want us to listen to whatever we want? For example, can we listen to 'metal'? And have you ever experienced not being able to think properly, or just freeze when you hear certain songs? I'm not sure, because I think the Bible says that you need to...
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