Recent content by Gloriousdestiny

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    Sometimes I Want To Hit Myself

    well I know you know all this...but, as you know, if you really felt these things, it would NOT bother you to have these thoughts and feelings...the fact that they bother you, shows, you DO care about God! and...you mentioned that you are not on Lexapro now, it's possible that by ending it...
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    double edged sword of PTSD to the heart!

    Thank you dabro....yes, the hard part is not only the PTSD, but then all the people we "think" are there for us...are NOT! and then...that is just more trauma! im sorry for what you went through, I've heard others talk about that too....I think that's horrible, and people are so very unaware...
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    One Of The Things That I Hate About OCD

    a lot of times, even with those who do not have ocd, feelings just don't match truth....even in loving marriages, spouses won't always "feel" love, but they continue to love, if that makes sense at all?....but love isn't only a feeling, it is so much more...so take heart, the fact that you are...
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    Morning; Distraction

    o my..i can totally hear you on the "finding something to obsess about in your new activit"...yup! at first...it's ok, I think or have found, because it's "new"....but once you do it a few times, you can see things in the activity or suddenly think "o...bla...bla" whatever the thought was...and...
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    double edged sword of PTSD to the heart!

    thank you for your help again!
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    double edged sword of PTSD to the heart!

    So me and my husband are at the beginning of a divorce, by his request and my fighting it for years....until finally I felt that God told me, to let go and stop fighting.... last night, we got into a discussion that I should NOT have allowed and I know that..i see where I went wrong. however...
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    Please pray for me having hard time

    hey there - o you're so kind...I see there is more good info here, I've been helped by it too! hopefully it's been helpful to you..i am still in the stage of trying to put into action some of the tools..and it's hard! so I hear ya! Im guessing you feel that way too. I really wish I could...
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    Please pray for me having hard time

    O you're too kind! this thread is too comfort you :) haha....I meant to say my struggle, as to let you know you are not alone, I didn't mean to draw attention to me.... :(
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    Please pray for me having hard time

    have you read any of the writings from JesusThisWay? He is very helpful :)
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    Please pray for me having hard time

    I hear you...I know I may not have great words of encouragement...but I do understand. I had a HORRIBLE day yesterday and hardly slept cause of how bad it was....you're not alone, but we sure feel that way don't we. There was a post on here by a wonderful guy, I will try to find it, it had such...
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    intrusive thoughts, can't find answers...

    sarah - you are such an encouragement...thank you so very much :)
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    intrusive thoughts, can't find answers...

    kodadog1024 - o thank you! one of the hardest things for me has been...."ok, so people say to ignore these thoughts, however, can I truly ignore even these thoughts and know that they will not happen"....this has tormented me! your reassurance helps, however, I do know that with OCD we aren't...
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    intrusive thoughts, can't find answers...

    again..thank you everyone! im so encouraged to have others who care :) I will say, due to chronic (other) illness, not OCD, my energy tends to be low, so in my responses I don't mean to leave anyone out, or not acknowledge anyone. hopefully, I can say that I really do appreciate everyone's...
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    intrusive thoughts, can't find answers...

    O my gosh everyone..thank you so much for all the responses! I hesitated to post here because I thought..."well, eh, no one will respond" but I got desperate and posted....and I am so very happily surprised, thank you! Im just so amazed by the support here, I have hunted for help for so long...