Recent content by Galnaros

I don't think anybody who hasn't had a unrepented spree of sinning after seeing the light or being in Christ can understand any of what we're going through right now. In our case it's not what we read and think about how God thinks about us that is the problem..it's the mental state that we got...

Hey Jake,I wish I knew how to help you. I can't even help myself and time has shown that God doesn't help people like us :/ I

Hey Julien, I sent you a PM.

I did more research on the unforgivable sin and I concluded that I have committed the unforgivable sin. Complete indifference and no fear. That's why my life has been a complete hell for the past 20 months. My prayers and repentance are all in vain. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and ideas...

I finally understand what happened to my mind after doing some research... I keep talking about how messed up my mind is due to not keeping God in my life: I have a reprobate mind and I sure as hell can't fix it because having a reprobate mind means that you just can't let God in your life...

I've talked to many people concerning my problems and they all couldn't help me. From priests to eastern spiritual healers. I did turn my life over to Christ at one point but it was only for a short while. I couldn't live with the fact that I'd have to live a celibate life, so soon I started...

Those people have probably never encountered God and aren't even aware of what they're doing wrong. I had a very profound spiritual experience in which I learnt that I was a great sinner and that I had to adjust my path. I was destroyed by my consience if I tried to sin but also rewarded by the...

Hey derelekt, Thanks for your reply. What you said about feeling any conviction for sin is actually what's going on. I don't feel any conviction, not even for blaspheming the Holy Spirit. I don't see my wrong doings as wrong. I have become such a cold and careless person and I think that I have...

Are there any testimonies of people who committed the unpardonable sin and then later 'recovered' somehow? I can't find any on the internet and I was wondering if any forum members have any information on this.

I was wondering. What if I have actually committed the unforgivable sin? What should I do? I mean... I have sinned gravely and to a point where I don't even care about my sins anymore. I can't see myself as a ungrateful man anymore after all the wrongs I have done. There is no consience left and...

Sorry , I forgot that you were in this predicament too so you can probably imagine how bad it is. Is your mind also messed up big times?

I can't even help other people...I can barely communicate(in real life) because I am lost for words all the time. I have really become a retard through this. God can't be just punishing me, my mind has been damaged permanently and I can't change it. The daily torture is really driving me crazy...

Suicide is an option and it's confirmed by the fact that I haven't FELT anything since 1,5 year. Not even a small sensation...I'm numbed to the bone and it's got to end. 1,5 year without a single laugh or tear is excruciating. I am already sure that I committed the unpardonable sin because any...

Hey, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through the same thing. It's really really bad and drives me to insanity. I'm stuck in my own mind and I can't escape from it. Hard to explain. During my awakening I also started to 'understand' the bible more and more than I used to. I haven't been...

Thanks for you reply, Petros2015. I did indeed have a "all or nothing" vision and no drugs were involved when I had that vision. It was on my path all the time. I am not mentally ill either, since I've been in a psychiatric circuit which wasn't able to fix me 'till now. We've tried ALL possible...