Recent content by ETSisbull

Hey y'all. I know I posted not too long ago about getting a promotion at work. But yesterday a job I had applied for at another place of employment just opened that position again. I literally just submitted my application. This is a job I really need because it opens more doors and...

Hey guys. This week has been very exhausting. Today was the worst. All the negative voices in my head were in full swing today. Constant barrage of the follow: "You're worthless." "Nobody cares about you." "You'll never amount to anything" "You're never going to find love" "You'll...

Today was my first day back at work after a short vacation. Today I was called into the manager's office and offered a full time position. This is a big opportunity and totally unexpected. There's gentlemen who is leaving the store I work at. They need someone to fill that position and he...

Hey guys and gals, I have an unspoken prayer request for a situation I currently find myself in. I'm seeking guidance and God's blessing over this situation. Thanks, E

I'm so tired of praying. I'm tired of believing that things are gonna change. I'm tired if being ignored by God. I don't think he hears me anymore. Nor do I think he really cares. If he did care, why do I always hurt? Is it ever gonna stop? I can't do this anymore. Things aren't gonna change...

Well nevermind. I just got my prayer answered. Another "No." You think I would be used to God always telling me no.

Okay, I feel like I can explain a little better. I'm in love with this girl. And she is in love with me. But there are a few things that are keeping of apart and preventing us from moving forward in a relationship. I don't know why I didn't explain that in the original post. Thanks everyone for...

Hey guys. I find myself in a peculiar situation and I won't go into much detail. Its a relationship related thing and I just need prayer that whatever is supposed to happen plays out the way it should. Its very complicated and I think I'm kinda the bad guy in this situation. Anyways just pray I...

If God really loves me, then why do I hurt so much? Is it always going to be like this? I'm so tired of trying and praying and waiting. Is there a point at all for anything?

Update: I didn't get called back for a second interview and today received my, "After careful consideration we regret to advise that we will not be moving forward with your application." email. So there's that.

Thank you all so much! I think that call backs should be today. They told me that second round interviews would be Tuesday and Wednesday, so I'm sticking near my phone today praying and waiting.

I had a job interview yesterday and I think it went really well. They told me they were going to do calls for a second round of interviews next week. One of them even said as I was leaving, "We'll talk to you next week." Pray super duper hard on this one. Full time work plus as much overtime...

I just applied for a job in a car plant near where I live. Never worked in a factory but I really need this job. I've been looking for full time employment for over a year now. Thank you!

Okay so here's a better question. Do I hate myself and does my life suck just because I "don't believe hard enough"?