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Recent content by empe80

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    I hate my life.

    I can be beaten up or even killed. Furthermore I could become homeless if I incurred a debt and wasn't able to pay it off.
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    I hate my life.

    God took away my grandmother a few hours ago. I liked her so much. She was 87 but it doesn't matter. I don't think it's fair. She loved life. She was very talkative, warm-hearted woman. I should have died before she did. She deserved to be alive. I don't deserve it.
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    I hate my life.

    But what if I don't succeed? I prefer killing myself to trying anything. I've never been a risk-taker. Taking a risk is too dangerous.
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    I hate my life.

    I'm afrad that I could be beaten up or even killed because I draw attention to myself with my clothes. Furthermore I'm afraid of paying bills, rent etc. because in bigger towns in my country everything is more expensive but people don't usually earn much more money.
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    I hate my life.

    Yes. I live with my parents.
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    I hate my life.

    I know why I don't have any job. It's not that God doesn't want me to do this or that. It's because I live in a small town (about 20,000 people) and there isn't any job in accordance with my education (I'm a computer scientist). I'm not going out of my town though.
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    I hate my life.

    But tell me: what should I live for?
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    I hate my life.

    I suppose I will never be happy. I'd probably be happy only if I was dead (if you can name it "happiness"). I've been asking God for help with finding a job for more than a year but with no results.
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    I hate my life.

    Yes.
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    I hate my life.

    Finding a job going out of my town trusting people accepting changes ...
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    I hate my life.

    I'm afraid of talking to God. I've heard many stories saying that people who had trusted God lost their friends, parents, children etc because of death. I mean that if I trust God, something wrong can happen for instance to my parents because God would like to change my life in this way.
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    I hate my life.

    But I suppose that you're different.
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    I hate my life.

    I had a psychologist but he wasn't able to help me. I don't trust ANYBODY because I know that sooner or later all people are going to turn against me.
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    I hate my life.

    I'm not going to talk to anybody except a psycholgist. I don't trust people because they can use my words against me at a later time.
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    I hate my life.

    Finding a good way to kill myself.
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