Recent content by Curtis697

  1. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    I'm careful about claiming as to whether or not God speaks to me. The times I say God spoke to me, I prayed for confirmation, and recieved it. The time I said I wasn't entirely sure.. well, I wanted to marry the girl so badly that I ran with what I believed God to have said. But i never got...
  2. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    That was quite the amazing read. Thank you. Although, I don't see where you're drawing the confusion that I'm grieved and wrestling with my sin. I thought I indicated the opposite, actually. This is a serious problem for me
  3. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    Actually you're spot on. When I said that I believe that God told me He would allow me to marry her, I also felt that the vision represented the path we were heading down.
  4. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    I had looking him up on youtube in mind.
  5. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    Can you please find out the pastor or mans name? That sounds exactly like my story
  6. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    God Bless you. The Love of God abounds in your heart. It is clearly evident.
  7. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    There is still the problem when you go to the Greek. Technically, it cannot be accurately translated to English. There will always be translation variations.
  8. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    The epistles' sole purpose is to expand upon the gospels teachings. Jesus said that nobody can take you from His hand. Yes, if you remain in His hand. Everything Jesus promised was conditional. "Remain in me, and.. Abide in me and.... If my words remain in you...." Enough with the ear tickling...
  9. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    I hope that i only suffer in this life for what I have done. If i do somehow come out of this, the Lord will use me to set many free from the bondage i'm experiencing.
  10. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    I believe an apostate is defined as, those who have once been enlightened, tasted the heavenly gift, become partakers of the Holy Spirit, tasted the good word of God and the miracles of the coming age, and then fall away, or turn from their allegiance. My bible college may have mentioned it, I...
  11. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    I want to live in sin. But i know the end result. I want to have the desire to live for Jesus.
  12. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    It's still in the present tense.
  13. Curtis697

    How can I come back from being apostate? (Hebrews 6)

    True, but what "many people" do does not define my experience, nor the vetting of it's legitimacy through prayer and the light of scritpure that I've put the experience through.