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Recent content by Chamomile

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    Longing for Heaven

    Every day I wake up I feel so dreadful being forced to go through another day of pain & agony.
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    Longing for Heaven

    I can't seem to get out of it. I'd pick up a hobby but would eventually give up & fall back into bed sleeping all day. I'm tired all the time, like, an old woman. I truly can't see anything positive in my life... I've lost my childhood friends. I have no family. I crave for meaningful...
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    Longing for Heaven

    I'm 29. Been depressed for 17 years. It doesn't look like it's gonna end. Everyday I pray for God to spare me from this world of hostility. Nobody gives a damn about me. I'm not a clingy person, but, I'm still deserted by friends. Friends whom I've known for 20 yrs. I guess even when I don't...
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    Workplace Bullying...

    Please pray for my colleague, Kris, a nurse, a faithful follower of Jesus. She is constantly being picked on & critisized at work by our nursing officer (a free-thinker), for very minor mistakes or w/o any apparent reason. Kris is a dear friend of mine... a hardworking & honest individual...
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    Attraction to older women

    I have hobbies that I enjoy, if I can get myself to get out of bed & get started. I've been praying, for the longest time... for someone to come into my life. Anyone. A Christian friend to fellowship with. A surrogate family/parent. A man whom God can miraculously get me to fall in love with...
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    Attraction to older women

    I forgot to add that I believe in Jesus with my whole heart. I just wonder where He is. I read the bible, but, I am now so spiritually dry that it is so hard to find the motivation to read it. I cry out in pain, but, there is nothing. Because of Him, I became a nurse. I thought it was what He...
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    Attraction to older women

    For those who PM'ed me... thanks for the thought.... but, I can't reply 'til I've reached 15 posts. It'd do me some good to have a friend... I'll reply once I've reached the target no. of posts... thanks again.
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    Attraction to older women

    Dear all, Forgive me for this late reply. There was nothing going on for a few days so I stopped checking 'til now. I do forgive my parents. I know whatever they did to me was most likely wrought out of how they were treated as kids as well. I do not, however, feel any desire to return to...
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    Attraction to older women

    Dear all, I am new here. I have not browsed the boards yet. I was googling for Christians struggling with homosexuality, found this forum, & decided to post. I feel depressed & need someone to talk to. I am a 29-y/o female struggling with same-sex attraction ever since adolescence. I’ve...
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