Recent content by ButterflyJA

Thank you, all these replies are giving me strength and knowing I am not alone

Thank you:disrelieved:

Thank you :)

Thank you Maria, thats exactly right, I don't feel he has ever had a true repentance. However I also struggle with "Forgiving 70 x 7" as the bible teaches us. I feel I have no option but to keep living along with him going on in sin, which is a huge burden to carry

Thank you Albion, I also feel trapped as you say, therefore my post on this blog. I also feel alone as no one can comprehend just how wicked he has been all these years, he has been totally double face. He has a twin brother that knew nothing about his habits, even though he started at a young age.

Thank you Ted, I appreciate your comments and thoughts. I also feel the same as to Divorce, so I dont feel it an option. I will strengthen my prayers as you mention and will read more on Hosea. I truly appreciate the replies you sent

I have had a rough 13 years of marriage, starting with loosing 2 children, having a miscarriage, a cancer scare, and having 2 children with mild disabilities. However my biggest struggle is my husband committing adultery during the full 13 years, not even changing after burying his children. Our...