Recent content by Bruyas

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    Hotlines dont help :/

    I have used the hotlines and it doesn't help too much but one of the things that helps for me is going to a therapist as they listen more and give great advice. If its too expensive, find out if there is a Christian counseling service where they can give you a discounted rate for talking to one...
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    I could use some prayers

    Winter, i will pray for you
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    Waking up

    This only medicine I am taking is gabapentine, which is for pain.
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    Constant struggle

    Hopefully, this will have good long term effects for you Orange. When you mention accepting forgiveness from God and forgiving others, that is something I have not even thought of. I do hold some anger for others, and maybe its best to let go of that anger towards them and forgive them and...
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    Exercise question

    I was talking to my therapist today and she said to exercise just a little bit at a time and work your way up. Does does anyone know if exercise improves their mood or make them feel better. It seems like such a chore to do it however she said that if you exercise you will have more energy to do...
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    Appetite

    when you are depressed and you don't feel like eating anything do you actually force yourself to eat or force yourself to eat a minimum amount of calories or do you just not eat for the day. For me food doesn't taste the same when you're depressed and it becomes more of a chore to eat it. just...
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    Constant struggle

    Orange, I am in the same boat as you, and I feel if I can't ssupport myself financially, I think I put an end to myself eventually as well. let's try to encourage each other on this phone to keep going. It is extremely hard when Suicidal Thoughts keep coming back to your mind and hopefully we...
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    Pastors

    when you say read the word of God, is there a particular scriptures I should read or are you referring to the Bible in general.
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    Constant struggle

    how often does everyone struggle with hopeless, depression ane suicidal feelings coming back. Everyday its an ordeal for me but for everyone in this forum, does it come back on a daily basis or does it come monthly basis or is it for ever gone from your life?
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    Pastors

    Thank you Jeahu, can you explain this iin detail, "So please understand that believing lies about God, yourself or your neighbour will not bring Christ, no matter how much you pray to God for salvation. The very images the lies you believe about God, yourself and your neighbour have set upwithin...
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    Pastors

    Thank you jeshu.
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    Pastors

    Like tax issues, multiple things breaking down at once
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    Struggling with purpose and self worth

    at least you have a job don't feel so bad some of us don't even have jobs so that is one good thing about your situation don't give up keep fighting the good fight you will make it
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    Depressed and tired that's how I feel right now
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    Depression Question

    Depression causes extreme fatigue and you no longer have motivation to do the things you used to love to do so yes depression will exhaust you to the point where you don't feel like getting out of bed it's a horrible disease.