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    Today I feel good

    Happy Christmas to all of you. I hope the ones who are ill have a good Christmas anyway. I am still ok, but I wonder about next year. But will enjoy this fantastic time. It is cozy and feels safe, and quiet before the next storm.
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    Today I feel good

    Is me, Brigida. I had depression and I found out that I was confused. I questioned myself about what is good and what is bad in my life. This is a very big thing for me, as I was always scolded as a child and bullied. So, that at the end I did not know that I was talking to myself in a bad way...
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    I have 17 hymns on harmonica on youtube does anyone know how to make people aware of them.

    Yes you can start for free and can keep it like this for a long time. Soundclick is good for young artists.
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    I have 17 hymns on harmonica on youtube does anyone know how to make people aware of them.

    I have the same problem. No one goes onto my youtube songs. I have 60 000 listeners on Soundclick.
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    ‘Leaving the Church to Stay Catholic’? German Faithful Face Church Tax Dilemma

    Yes, this is going for quite a while. Like here in England. I think it came through the school system and the rise of science which in general tried to emliminate religious believes. I mean otehrwise there are churches which are packed and have a congregation which is there for ever. We have a...
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    Today I feel good

    And through writing here, and I contacted the samaritans, that friends are missing. I have just one friend who sleeps all the time and no other at home. I have to join some groups and attend regularly, I think. This is my conclusion. I feel better today. For Faithful counseling you have to pay...
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    ‘Leaving the Church to Stay Catholic’? German Faithful Face Church Tax Dilemma

    Your questions are totally wrong. Of course there are all sorts of other denominations. Everyone has to pay tax for them, which is I think not much. I don't know if you pay for Jehovas Whitness who is classified as a sect.
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    Today I feel good

    And again I suffer for a week now with panic attacks and depression. Ok, I am not working and that plays a huge role. We got benefits and I have a month time to sort myself out. But, I actually wanted to stay home for 3 months and get creative and renovate the flat. I am just now one week not...
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    ‘Leaving the Church to Stay Catholic’? German Faithful Face Church Tax Dilemma

    Yes, everyone is automatically included in paying taxes for the churches, even so if they are not religious. I signed off when I was 18 years old. I live for 30 years in England and go to churches including the German Lutheran church.
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    God said

    Yes, to start work on a project or join a political party. I think of studying something related. Thank you for all the answers.
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    God said

    I went last year to HTB church in London and there at the end of the service the priest told us to ask the Holy Spirit what he would like to tell us. After that I heard very clearly that I should go into the politic in my home country. Since then I tried to ask God about it, but no answer came...
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    Today I feel good

    for me feeling well is a big thing. 2 months ago I was verbally attacked by an Arab boy in Oxford Street, in London. And I was so positive that I wanted to hug him. I simply could not believe what just happened to me. When I was mentally poorly, always depressed, feeling guilty, and scared, I...
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    Today I feel good

    It is a big thing for me when I feel good, as often I can feel bad. Like this evening, I feel negative. I often think very positively as the downside is so painful and I take medication.
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    Suicidal Feelings

    My doctor knows and I had an assessment. I thought I am bipolar, but I just have reacted to stress, with being suddenly out of work and applying for benefits. So huge change that I needed to get used to. I started to take vitamins and I think they help as I feel better. and I continue to feel...
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    Today I feel good

    I start seeing a psychologist and I was talking about the same emotional issues about 15 years ago when I started to get therapy and got my meds. Now with the meds I feel guilty, weak, bad and scared. Without the meds, I feel confident. A feeling I was searching for. And I never again want to...