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    I'm healed but still have symptoms

    I had a blood clot before and was hospitalized for about a week a few years prior. I was on heparin then took warfarin for a year. Thus, when it happened again I realized the symptoms. The time when my right calf had a clot the vein in my inner right calf became hardened like a vertical line...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    You're welcome!
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    Having a hard time with anxiety right now :(

    May God be with you! I have the opposite problem of sleeping too much. I am always tired still. Do you take any medications? Have you tried chamomile tea? or other herbs? I take medication which makes me tired when I take it. I sleep well but am sleeping too much out of boredom. However...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    Welcome! If they respond negatively, just ignore them. Most of us here are nice though especially on this thread. I really enjoy talking about myself here. If you need to vent or just say hello, please stop by and do so. We all welcome you to this thread! Also, if you need prayers, some of...
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    I want to believe in God.

    God allows things to happen for some reason for another for which even I don't understand. God is everywhere but to some does nothing to help. May be, it is time for mankind to do something for themselves. We can help each other and do good for others, yet many do not help others in their...
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    Oversleeping makes me feel more tired

    Oversleeping makes me tired. I thought sleep is good for me. However, I am feeling more tired and not so well. I wonder the reasons for this. I do feel better after I sleep usually. But, lately I've been sleeping way too much. Now, I feel just plain tired. I am also feeling a bit blue...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    My brother and I do not get along. He is spiteful and lacks confidence. I feel badly for him. However, his spite is being aimed towards me now. All I can do is tell him to stop this nonsense and forgive him. I tried in the past to get along with him but his intentions are clear. If he has...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    Jeshu, I hope you are sleeping now. I truly hope that the medications work for you. I know how it feels to be psychotic and would not wish this upon anybody else. I just took my medication and feel fine. I believe one has to take the medication daily before it has any effect though. I used...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    I had coffee and dessert with the other person whom I met at church. She is a Christian who does not go to church often. I tried to encourage her to come. May be we will meet again and spend more time with each other. She is nice and very sweet. Hopefully, I can be a friend to her. I think...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    I'm meeting another person who I met at church for coffee tomorrow. She is not a believer. I hope to encourage her in whatever she is striving for in life. She is from another country and feels alone here. So do I. We have something common. I wish I can be a facilitator of good. I don't...
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    Job or No Job

    I am looking for another part-time job where I originally was located. I have an interview for next week. We shall see how it goes! God is good to me. I don't feel 100 percent confident I will get the job since I don't speak the native language here fluently. But, I will try and see what...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    I am looking for another part-time job. I received an interview for next week. I am not sure what to expect. They don't require experience. I may be overqualified. It is for a homeroom teaching position. I don't speak the native language here fluently and may not get a positive response...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    Wayholka, I'm glad you are feeling better. I hope your life continually improves. In general. I am doing ok. I went to church yesterday and was welcomed back. I am happy for now. I feel pretty good about myself. I am trying to lose weight and ate fish with rice this morning. I am...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    Wayholka, I have been where you are. I lost everything not due to bad health but due to bad judgment from being off medication. I lost my marriage, my job, almost my life due to attempted suicide. After losing my job, I attempted suicide as I said. I had taken sleeping pills, put a plastic...
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    what are you feeling right now? (23)

    I am doing ok. I am going to church tomorrow. Life is not too stressful. I cleaned my refrigerator today. I was disgusted by the food I wasted but realized it had to be thrown out. I am feeling a whole lot better that I threw out all of the bad food. I bought some new food and plan to cook...