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Recent content by Bee22

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    I am on the verge of losing it

    " I want to do is think these thoughts it's like something in me wants to think these thoughts it's not just intrusive anymore something in me wants to think then it's like there's two of me there's the person that wants to think these thoughts and even conjure up new thoughts.."...
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    Is this OCD?

    No, that's ok. It was my fault for not being clear. It's really hard for me to go shopping or watch movies... it's practically impossible.
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    Is this OCD?

    Constantly distracting myself from mind and urges by checking to see if I agree with the thoughts and to see if I still love God, is not a compulsion? I always have to say no sometimes because it gets so uncomfortable and I worry I'm going to think something bad. I hope I have OCD and this is...
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    Is this OCD?

    Sorry, I maybe took it the wrong way when you brought up my results for the general OCD test to another and then mentioned Satan, it kind of made me feel like something was terribly wrong with me if I'm having uncontrollable urges and thoughts that aren't my own and if the implications of your...
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    Is this OCD?

    Hi again. I took a test designed for Scrupulosity OCD prior, the results showed a high probability of me having it and the therapist agreed when I told her my symptoms online. But becauseI I didn't make it to the 42 on this test, does that mean I don't have scrupes and something else could be...
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    Is this OCD?

    @Gkst Could you relate to any my symptoms. Does it feel like an unwanted urge? I had some pop up thoughts today which made feel so bad. I just want to have a brain like a normal Christian.
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    Is this OCD?

    "Have a look at her results from the online analysis she has done, and selah." @Tony B My main worry is about my faith. The test wasn't focused on that point in detail. It was very general. My thoughts aren't focused on germs or harm. I took one for Scrupulosity and my result was a high...
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    Is this OCD?

    The worry about the unforgivable sin has been on my mind non stop for around six months. I always had assurance issues then I told myself not to worry because there's only one unforgivable sin. I after that my mind panicked and the most fearful terror rushed my mind. Then I started getting...
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    Is this OCD?

    Interesting. I think I got a 27. If the questions were focused more on religion, I think it would be higher. I'm not really afraid of germs or have self harm thoughts.
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    Is this OCD?

    How long have you had this? Did you find anything to alleviate it in some way? I know doing compulsions make it worse because it keeps the fear going. It's hard for me to stop.
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    Is this OCD?

    Scrupulosity goes far and beyond normal zeal. It's a doubting disease mixed with intrusive thoughts in some cases. John Bunyan Martin Luther and Charles Spurgeon all suffered from this. I cannot tell you what the unforgivable sin is for certain. It seems no one knows. It's spoken of in Mark...
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    Is this OCD?

    I've been told elsewhere it was Scrupulosity. I just wanted a second opinion by others suffering from the same symptoms. I understand what they say won't be an official diagnosis...guess maybe it would be a relief to see someone else with this.
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    Is this OCD?

    I have to do something to distract myself from it. I was told that was a called a compulsion.
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    Is this OCD?

    @TenthAveN I guess I was hoping to see someone here with symptoms similar to mine.
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    Is this OCD?

    Please don't respond if you don't have OCD or don't know much about it. I can't afford therapy so need help with this. I can't seem to accept this is OCD. Is it OCD if it feels like an urge to think something really bad? I have to do a compulsion because the pressure in my head is so...