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Recent content by Aredhel

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    Songs you're sick of Hearing.

    shadow of the day by linkin park. Hear it two or three times a day on the radio at work. Or pretty much every song they have on the radio at work. Puts me in a VERY bad mood, lol.
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    Chronic nausea?

    I've had it for a very long time, and I haven't been diagnosed yet, but it's pretty killer. Like, anytime I eat anything, i get naseous. Not throw up. Just feel naseous. and if i don't eat...i still feel naseous. And any strong smells, any movement, i feel sick. I've struggled with bulimia, but...
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    I hurt...

    Guys, I am in so much pain right now, it's just destroying me. I spent the Christmas holidays passing out from SADNESS. I haven't been this bad since way before I started my first medication. I feel awful. I've returned to school and I'm like a zombie walking through the halls. I've chased off...
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    Chronic nausea?

    Anyone else here have problems with it?
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    Taken Over **poss. trigg**

    prayer would be great, yes. Thanks
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    Taken Over **poss. trigg**

    I'm afraid to get help I know that if I go see someone, they'll make me eat, and that scares the crap outta me:(
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    Taken Over **poss. trigg**

    So for a very long time, I've been very concerned about my weight. I've been dieting a lot, and exercising even more. I have been slowly lowering the amount of food I will let myself eat, to the point where I'm giving myself a maximum of ### calories a day. Whenever I go over this, I make myself...
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    Biting?

    I'm not sure, sounds like early SI at least. I know that I do that a lot when I can't cut...I bite myself out of frustration. I think you should definitely keep an eye on it, so it doesn't get out of hand. I wish you all the best!
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    Work...dealing with scars

    Thanks...I was really worried about this, but I suppose I'll just try and ignore them. I know that my employer can't make me tell her about them, but nonetheless I was worried that she would think it wasnt good for me to look like that if im serving customers food. Also, love the "battle scars"...
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    Work...dealing with scars

    Ok, so I just started my training at a coffee house, busing tables. I have to wear a t-shirt, and my arms are covered in cuts and scars. I've tried wearing band aids and stuff, but my employer doesn't want me to, and I was wondering what everyone thinks about scars and workplaces. Is it bad...
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    Scared

    Wow, that's some pretty scary stuff. I really don't have any advice, other than pray, pray, pray. But I WILL be praying for you. I wish you all the best, and I pray that you will find comfort and safety in Jesus, who loves you sooo much. God bless
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    I think I'm losing my memory.

    A lot of good insight here, thanks. Yeah, I looked in to my medication, none of it would be the reason for this. I'm gonna go see the therapist tomorow, and I'm hoping she can figure it out.
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    I think I'm losing my memory.

    yes, I daydream all the time, I'm a very imaginative person, but I've been that way my whole life, so I don't see how that would affect it.
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    I think I'm losing my memory.

    Yeah, it's not even that I have a bad memory or am forgetful, it's that I have all these big blank spots in my memory where I don't know what happened. I'm forgetting people, things I've done and it's like...like nothing ever happened, and people will tell me what i did and I'll believe them...
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    I think I'm losing my memory.

    I've had depression, SI, and anxiety problems my entire life, with progressively worsening symptoms. I am on medication and regularly visiting the mental health ward. I've always been absent minded, and my depression worsens this, however recently it's reached a new extreme. I'm forgetting...