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Recent content by AceWestfall08

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    More on my mental disability that is called schizophrenic.

    I know what you are going through. My schizo makes me have delusions of granduer where i believe im the archangel michael fighting demons. I also struggle with self persecution, feeling guilty about myself thinking i commited blasphemy or something. or disrespected the holy spirit. ITs a war...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    I took 1 word from each section of the tree to have a main section. To have a pillar supporting the rest of the words in each category. i changed the bird from Sunson, to SushSon, which is a code name for "Sunshine Soldier". Rachel first met me when i was in the national guard, she met me when i...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    I got excited about finding a list of words that correlate with the term Sunshine/Shinesun. And when i discorvered them, my excitement led me to form those words into a tree. And now that i have a tree, i found even more words that relate, and now i have a bird, a nest, a water and sunlight. To...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    Ah i see you ment 2 corinthians 5:13, not 1 corinthians. yes i am slightly out of my mind for god, yet sane in my mind for me. I want to sing as a song bird, thats why i feel compelled to share. i've been silent for a long time. and its hard to keep a song or testimony bottled up. And at times...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    13 “You are the world’s seasoning, to make it tolerable. If you lose your flavor, what will happen to the world? And you yourselves will be thrown out and trampled underfoot as worthless. 14 You are the world’s light—a city on a hill, glowing in the night for all to see. 15-16 Don’t hide your...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    Question I asked Grok A.I. What is the wisdom/power/lesson in taking something complicated. Such as my Love and heartbreak over rachel, my wrestling with theology and seeking god, my hearts intentions and life. And coming up with and idea/frequency/name. Rooted in the word 'sunshine" which was...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    another pokemon that kinda fits in the theme of this sunshine tree linguistly, its the pokemon Shaymin. the name shares the 'sh" sound at the beginning and ends with a "N" sound and the word has two syllables. The only things its missing is a Sh or S or Ch sound in the center. But if you look...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    I dont know if this is related or not. But I was thinking about the word Shinesun and the Sunshine tree and my thoughts began to wander (like they do). And i started to think about Pokemon. And then this Pokemon name appeared Suicune. For those who are unfamiliar with pokemon, i'm sorry, this...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    the goal of this journey is not to "marry rachel".....it is to reconcile and heal my heartbreak and lonleiness, and yet see the love i carry for rachel as meaningful and sacred. i dont know exactly how to see it yet, that is part of my struggle. But there is beauty in the pain. I am still trying...
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    Discussion Born again by prayer and or the laying on of hands?

    https://www.christianforums.com/threads/my-white-stone-14-years-of-wrestling-with-god-theology-over-my-rachel-like-jacob.8341666/
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    Ive attempted to move on in the past. I have tried dating other girls. I have tried not thinking about rachel. I even stopped using her nickname to refer to her Sunshine, and thought of her as Rachel. But as i did this, my feelings kept popping back up. I have moved on in a sense where i dont...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    I think of my true nature as a mix between Jacob/Solomon/Michael. With a bit of Enoch and Elijah sprinkled in. But my true given name is Thomas. Which is the Doubting Thomas. I dont doubt that God exists, i've seen proof. I doubt he can or will bring Rachel back to me in my life. Thats where the...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    I do have a unique view. Its my own unique wisdom that i have. The way i can symbolize and see parallels in everything. I know what you are trying to save. This way of thinking is a curse and a blessing. It tends to get me into thinking delusions of granduer and having pride feelings that i have...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    There is power and wisdom in naming something. God brought all the animals to Adam to ask Adam what he would name them. God gave various people new names. In ancient wisdom, if you take a complicated or very deep and profound idea and name it, you make a "container" for it, so the meaning...
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    My White Stone? 14 Years of Wrestling with God/Theology over "My" Rachel, like Jacob

    the only creative part about the tree was that I named my girlfriend Sunshine, and then renamed her Shinesun 14 years later. (the same amount of time jacob works for Rachel's hand in marriage)..... Those words were DISCOVERED via Artificial intelligence. When i first coined the name Shinesun, I...