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Recent content by 4givenme

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    Mania or Dry Spiritually?

    So it has probably been a year since I last posted, and am not sure what it going on with me. I don't know if I am struggling spiritually or am manic. For the last few months it is like all my morals and inhibitions went right out the window. I mainly try not to be too spiritual because it...
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    Infidelity and Bipolar

    You all DO know what I mean then!!! Stephanie2381 you are right, It may not be about the sex but about the "rush" and the attention...and the butterflies I get every time I interact with the "other" person coupled with the mania is indescribable... BUT, its not me, its not who I am, I'm a...
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    Infidelity and Bipolar

    So I am just coming down from a manic episode, and am cleaning up the mess as this one was a doozy... Does anyone else have a issue with infidelity when they are manic?? when I am manic I find any and every man so very attractive and I want to interact with them all, I will go on dating sites...
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    Now THAT was an experience

    Bur Darling Deedee you make total sense in your poem!!!! Why when we are happy..finally, we are called "manic", so we are happy, be happy for us, not concerned, instead enjoy us and not stuff us full of more stupid pills. Its at the point I am reluctant to say if I am having a good day...
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    I want off this Ride...

    Alas, I have went to the hospital yesterday, only because I don't have a Psychiatrist at this time and under the condition that I will NOT stay there...all my wishes were granted, I am home and have been hooked up with the best Dr. in town because I went in. I am defiantly coming down and...
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    AHH, very frustrated with things :(

    Thank you everyone for your responses, I really like Tim Meyers quote.."if ya cant be good..be careful" that's good advise :) Things have come to a screeching halt as I have got into a little trouble from all of this, mainly hurt myself and a dear friend of mine who has always been by my side...
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    AHH, very frustrated with things :(

    So I am going through a real crappy time right now and know what I should do but am having troubles actually doing it...I am in a manic phase right now and am getting upset at the restrictions my family and friends have on me right now for my "best interest". Yes I do dumb things that hurt...
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    I want off this Ride...

    Yup, thats right tallyn75, my family knows nothing of what I do when I am up either, I dont call anyone. When asked how I am, my famous word is "fine", how I hate that word. I hesitate to even see a Doctor as I have a professional job, how I keep it I wonder sometimes, but I worry my Doctor will...
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    I want off this Ride...

    I feel like I am loosing hope in life right now, and believe it or not, I am at the tail end of a manic riiiiide. My poor boyfriend who I continue to break up with and cheat on during my "rides"...I realize my time with him is running out as I doubt he will take much more of this, but he is also...
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    Healed By The Holy Spirit

    Wow, God must have wanted me to this thread today. I am struggling so much today because my brother who just entered treatment for an addiction, also reveled that he remembers me and him being abused by a neighbor, I've always had thoughts that I was abused but he confirmed it. I have an...
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    Who takes Seroquel?

    I have been on Seroquel for 2 years now, I guess it works, The side effect is I'm now dumb as a stick, dont know my own name half the time. I dont know whats worse, the symptoms of bipolar or the side effects of the meds?????
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    Drs. made me sicker

    Ive been on this combination of meds for a few years now, they have worked great..until now..I'm just saying how do we know they are safe. In the 60's or 70's in Canada the Gov't gave patients LSD as an experiment. What if I'm an experiment??? no one knows. The Dr. writes in chicken scratch that...
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    Drs. made me sicker

    I think My Dr. has made me sicker by prescribing me the meds for bipolar. I dont know whats worse, being manic or this empty shell of a person that cant feel, or hold a job for more than 3 months and who's life is regulated by many pills everyday. When will it end?? when will I be like I was...
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    Thought about Disability

    I am currently on Canadian disability (provincial) for bi-polar. I will be re-accesed in about one year for my eligibilty. I'm doing OK, I'm working part-time and able to take care of my kids once again (its been a long journey) The thing is that when I get re-accesed. Im thinking I wont...
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    Heres a question for Everyone...

    Heres a question for you all....I know soo many people that have been sexually abused as a child, that makes the abuser a pedophile. How many pedophiles do you know? doesnt that mean there are a heck of a lot of pedophiles out there????? statistics show there arent that many and its rare, if Im...