I'm going through a major crisis of faith right, primarily due to a major personal issue that has no solution, but also because I'm just not convinced God even exists.
I want so badly to continue to believe, and I really really need God's help because of my personal issues, but no amount of prayer, no amount of begging, no amount of crying has done anything. I just don't feel God's presence no matter how hard I try. Everyone keeps telling me that God is there and cares, keep searching and you will find him, prayer works - but none of that is true. Prayer absolutely doesn't work for me, and all my searches for God have left me empty. I'm so overwhelmed from my situation and trying to find God, i'm physically ill. The stress is unimaginable. And in all this, where is God? No where. I don't want to lose my faith (what little of it is left), but I really see no point in not just becoming an atheist. It's pretty apparent to me God doesn't exist.
I want so badly to continue to believe, and I really really need God's help because of my personal issues, but no amount of prayer, no amount of begging, no amount of crying has done anything. I just don't feel God's presence no matter how hard I try. Everyone keeps telling me that God is there and cares, keep searching and you will find him, prayer works - but none of that is true. Prayer absolutely doesn't work for me, and all my searches for God have left me empty. I'm so overwhelmed from my situation and trying to find God, i'm physically ill. The stress is unimaginable. And in all this, where is God? No where. I don't want to lose my faith (what little of it is left), but I really see no point in not just becoming an atheist. It's pretty apparent to me God doesn't exist.