The LAMB'S A.R.C.

[HisBelovedMelody]

Yes, Ma'am, feel free to call me Aunti Mellie. Why not!! LOVE it. Oh I do plan on going. I would love hubby to come with me...but he is working, so that may not work out. BUT anyway, I am seriously thinking about it. It is dealing with past things. I thought I have dealt with most of it..but..it seems to rear its ugly head every so often...so...maybe this time I will put a bullet to it and get it over with...so it CAN'T rear its ugly head again.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Yes, Ma'am, feel free to call me Aunti Mellie. Why not!! LOVE it. Oh I do plan on going. I would love hubby to come with me...but he is working, so that may not work out. BUT anyway, I am seriously thinking about it. It is dealing with past things. I thought I have dealt with most of it..but..it seems to rear its ugly head every so often...so...maybe this time I will put a bullet to it and get it over with...so it CAN'T rear its ugly head again.

Hehehe..I thought u would..It is so crazy how we r able to relate to each other! I need to come w/ u for this seriously... I have a ton of unresolves issues.. thats sad ur hubby can't come but I'm glad ur doing this for you.. way to go aunti mellie!!

 

[HisBelovedMelody]

Hehehe..I thought u would..It is so crazy how we r able to relate to each other! I need to come w/ u for this seriously... I have a ton of unresolves issues.. thats sad ur hubby can't come but I'm glad ur doing this for you.. way to go aunti mellie!!

aww, thanks. yep, gonna do this for me to heal my heart and life forever. Neat how God brought us together for sure. He is good.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

aww, thanks. yep, gonna do this for me to heal my heart and life forever. Neat how God brought us together for sure. He is good.

I hear ya... I need healing for my heart, life too! Yes, its amazing!!!

 

[Amin]

Bless you Chuck Let your past not bother you Dear Brother.... all is forgiven, all is alright. Remember, even though Jesus cried tears of blood and that only He could carry His cross since no one would stand by Him, He died in grace and He died to forgive all. Find peace in His death and resurrection... it's the reason you have life and happiness.

Thank you very much.
I try to remember those things but they get lost in my depression.
Chuck.

 

[Amin]

I try to feel Gods' forgiveness, but when your mind has thoughts of,,,I don't deserve it anymore, it's hard to believe.
I wrote this when feeling down. See if you
can see why it pertains to the way i feel.



I wonder why I left myself, left myself all alone
The lights are out the door is locked,
There ain't nobody home.
Oh this used to be a happy place,
Children all runnin round.
But now the windows are broke,
The roof leaks, the building's falling down.
It used to be a place of love,
Where everyone did met,
But now it's just a house for sale.
At the end of a lonely street.


I can still smell the food cookin,
On thanksgiving day.
I can still see my mama,
As she bows her head to pray.

Lord ,please bless them in all that they do,
There's gonna come a time, when this meal is thru.
Lord please keep them sheltered, As they run around.
Please don't let their building, ever,,, become ,,,run,,,down.

When i feel like this, which is most of the time, it's hard to experience Gods' forgiving love.
Chuck. Love you people.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Um, can I be clued in on what BD means?? I'll take a shot at gueesing Bad Diva??

 

[HesMyAll]

*puts a big soft comforter over Gabs and lowers the lights, puts on some soft praise and worship music (the kind you can get lost in), strokes her head and says: rest sweetie, rest*

Goes over to her brother Chuck. Hey brother, forgiveness doesn't depend on how we feel. It depends on what was done on the cross. Jesus said: It is finished. The price has been paid, you don't have to feel it, just believe it. You'll be ok.

Mellie sweetie, I never knew you had issues like this. Like I told Chuck, its gonna be alright.

Crys sweetie, you're gonna be ok cuz you're gonna be a good girl and just take God at His word. He's not a man that He can lie, there is only truth in Him. Only believe. Love you sweetie.

 

[PrairieGurl]

Hey Gabs

Thank goodness I don't have to check my e-mail anymore As you noticed...I wasn't very good at that any ways . See...somethings don't change.

I'm just reading this thread...I'm on pg. 5...but I thought I should say "HI"...it may take a while to read thru it all with John, Dustin, Nolan and his friend Emily wanting to chat Not necessarily with me...but the noise is a lil bit distracting. (especially Dustin )

Luv ya Gabs
lil sis

 

[Amin]

*puts a big soft comforter over Gabs and lowers the lights, puts on some soft praise and worship music (the kind you can get lost in), strokes her head and says: rest sweetie, rest*

Goes over to her brother Chuck. Hey brother, forgiveness doesn't depend on how we feel. It depends on what was done on the cross. Jesus said: It is finished. The price has been paid, you don't have to feel it, just believe it. You'll be ok.

Mellie sweetie, I never knew you had issues like this. Like I told Chuck, its gonna be alright.

Crys sweetie, you're gonna be ok cuz you're gonna be a good girl and just take God at His word. He's not a man that He can lie, there is only truth in Him. Only believe. Love you sweetie.

Thanks Mary,
You've always been a blessing, and a friend. God Bless You.
Chuck.

 

[HisBelovedMelody]

ain't Mary something else?? LOVE you doll. I have issues, that I have hidden the past few months, cause RLP have said..'oh you are fine..don't go over that again'..but some thing hadn't been dealt with.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

*puts a big soft comforter over Gabs and lowers the lights, puts on some soft praise and worship music (the kind you can get lost in), strokes her head and says: rest sweetie, rest*

Goes over to her brother Chuck. Hey brother, forgiveness doesn't depend on how we feel. It depends on what was done on the cross. Jesus said: It is finished. The price has been paid, you don't have to feel it, just believe it. You'll be ok.

Mellie sweetie, I never knew you had issues like this. Like I told Chuck, its gonna be alright.

Crys sweetie, you're gonna be ok cuz you're gonna be a good girl and just take God at His word. He's not a man that He can lie, there is only truth in Him. Only believe. Love you sweetie.

LOL granma.. yes I will be a good girl maybe.. Crys walks in the room an sits on the couch with granma an rests.. How was ur day today??

 

[HesMyAll]

ain't Mary something else?? LOVE you doll. I have issues, that I have hidden the past few months, cause RLP have said..'oh you are fine..don't go over that again'..but some thing hadn't been dealt with.

I love you too sweetie! If something hasn't been dealt with then you have to get it dealt with, that's the only way to be free from it and to release any power that it has over you. Praying for you hon.

 

[Abigayle's Legacy]

*Sits next to Gabs with her cup of coffee* Sean and I are watching something on the History Channel for the Antichrist... very enjoyable lol. Gabs looks up and smiles at Tati...nice to have you here sis. Gabs is so weary so I am just resting in this place of peace.

AP. I know EXACTLY how you feel. I have been told so many times that God is NOT like my earthly father, and in my head I know that. BUT it is my heart that seems to be bruised and broken beyond repair. There is a seminar our church is doing in a couple weeks...Ancient Paths it is called. I REALLY want to go to it. I am SERIOUSLY thinking on it. Sounds like exactly what I need right now. SO, we shall see. But I am thinking and praying on these things...cause I can't stand my heart the way it is right now.

Gabs hugs Mellie...hon grabs some pillows and rest with me ..she hands Mellie a hot chocolate. Rest and then we will pray together ok sweetie.

Aw.. Crys gives momma a huge hug I love u

Love you back I'm ok really just worn out.

Yes, Ma'am, feel free to call me Aunti Mellie. Why not!! LOVE it. Oh I do plan on going. I would love hubby to come with me...but he is working, so that may not work out. BUT anyway, I am seriously thinking about it. It is dealing with past things. I thought I have dealt with most of it..but..it seems to rear its ugly head every so often...so...maybe this time I will put a bullet to it and get it over with...so it CAN'T rear its ugly head again.

Oh Aunt Mellie...you are so cute.

aww, thanks. yep, gonna do this for me to heal my heart and life forever. Neat how God brought us together for sure. He is good.

We are all family you see.

I try to feel Gods' forgiveness, but when your mind has thoughts of,,,I don't deserve it anymore, it's hard to believe.
I wrote this when feeling down. See if you
can see why it pertains to the way i feel.
I can assure you Chuck none of us deserve Gods forgiveness...but it is a gift He gave us and you know what we can't refuse our Heavenly Fathers love...if He feels He loves us that much to offer us forgiveness we have to accept the gift to show Him how much we love Him and that is how I think of it...I love Him enough to show Him He matters first and what He wants are my wants...that gives me a different perspective on me deserving it.



I wonder why I left myself, left myself all alone
The lights are out the door is locked,
There ain't nobody home.
Oh this used to be a happy place,
Children all runnin round.
But now the windows are broke,
The roof leaks, the building's falling down.
It used to be a place of love,
Where everyone did met,
But now it's just a house for sale.
At the end of a lonely street.


I can still smell the food cookin,
On thanksgiving day.
I can still see my mama,
As she bows her head to pray.

Lord ,please bless them in all that they do,
There's gonna come a time, when this meal is thru.
Lord please keep them sheltered, As they run around.
Please don't let their building, ever,,, become ,,,run,,,down.
I think this is a great way to express your pain and I am sure it will sing well too We are all here with you Chuck let the pain out...this is your home stay here with us stay the night as you did before and let Gods love shelter you and build up the home where your heart used to live...it's still there it just needs some repairs.
Gabs weakly gets up and gets some hammer and nails come on guys we are gonna build a new shelter to keep Chucks heart safe and warm ...Gabs puts on the first plank of wood and hammers in the nails...she hands the hammer to the next person...this new home to house your heart will be strong and a home where God lives.
When i feel like this, which is most of the time, it's hard to experience Gods' forgiving love.
Chuck. Love you people.

We love you too!

Um, can I be clued in on what BD means?? I'll take a shot at gueesing Bad Diva??

I like that Mellie better than what we have Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad Diva hmm I can relate to that! LOLOLOL

 

[HesMyAll]

Thanks Mary,
You've always been a blessing, and a friend. God Bless You.
Chuck.

No thanks needed, that what friends are for! God bless you Chuck, rest in His forgiveness, He loves you.

 

[AnointedPoetess]

Gabs hugs Mellie...hon grabs some pillows and rest with me ..she hands Mellie a hot chocolate. Rest and then we will pray together ok sweetie.


Love you back I'm ok really just worn out.

Oh Aunt Mellie...you are so cute.

We are all family you see.

We love you too!

I like that Mellie better than what we have Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad Diva hmm I can relate to that! LOLOLOL

What did u guys originally have??

 

[HisBelovedMelody]

LOL, Gabs, I am NOT bad...err..well..ok...a little bad. BUT that ain't what the B stands for! BUT she got the Diva part right...I AM a diva!

 

[HisBelovedMelody]

OH, man, are we going to have to tell the story here Gabs?? It is YOUR story..it is YOUR fault!! LOL

 

[HesMyAll]

LOL granma.. yes I will be a good girl maybe.. Crys walks in the room an sits on the couch with granma an rests.. How was ur day today??

My day was good! My car has a shiny new fender and the paint matches nicely and it looks really good so that made for a good day. Only that would have made it better would have been in the guy who fixed it had said: Oh no I don't want any money. But I'll take what blessings I can get. Now how are YOU doing sweetie? Feeling better now?

 

[HisBelovedMelody]

I went shopping tonight! I had fun doing that! Mary, you are right. I think it is time I got down to brass nails and got this stuff dealt with the root. I have been afraid to do it...cause I was wondering if maybe it was me just digging up stuff. BUT it is always the 'Father' issue...and it AFFECTS things with my heavenly Father. I have made progress..but not enough that i have had a break through.