Ive been asleep all my life. Im starting over! Ive had to put allot of work into learning things that a 1o year old knows. Ive had to relearn.
Social interest was non existence for me! Ive had the worst of attitudes about social existence.
Ive had fear, and nothing less.
Im slowly changing as I come back to the present.
Im changing in away that suggests I admit I don't know anything, and Im willing to invest the time to except the last time I learned something and willing to start the search to learn again from the beginning with Gods help!
I stopped growing at a young age, and missed mass development socially! Im now attempting secretly to get those social experiences back so I can grow up without anyone knowing! Im so embarrassed and humiliated! I feel worthless and shame and guilt and remorse!
Social interest was non existence for me! Ive had the worst of attitudes about social existence.
Ive had fear, and nothing less.
Im slowly changing as I come back to the present.
Im changing in away that suggests I admit I don't know anything, and Im willing to invest the time to except the last time I learned something and willing to start the search to learn again from the beginning with Gods help!
I stopped growing at a young age, and missed mass development socially! Im now attempting secretly to get those social experiences back so I can grow up without anyone knowing! Im so embarrassed and humiliated! I feel worthless and shame and guilt and remorse!
