My husband, Ben was in a car accident in last month. He was thrown from his F-350 and the truck fell on top of him. The only reason he wasn't killed was because the truck was leaning on the side of a slope which kept the entire weight of it from being on him. His chest, belly, part of his neck, and parts of his limbs were ripped open. His right ear was almost torn completely off. He fractured his spine, some ribs, all the bones in one arm and leg, and damaged part of his skull. He has severe heart, lung, kidney, and liver damage and has brain damage that the doctors couldn't even tell me how bad it would be. He also has horrible muscle damage, skin, and facial. For weeks, he was in a coma and on a ventilator. Then early this month, he finally began breathing on his own but still needs nasal cannulas. He started moaning and making small movements, I prayed hard that he would wake up. Then, early this month, he finally did. I was thrilled when that happened but now I can't take this new pain that has come from it. My husband can barely speak and he still has pain from very slow healing wounds, muscle and bone damage, and complications from his organ damage. He screams sometimes from the pain. I've done my best to remain strong but EVERY SINGLE DAY I just so hard. I feel so bad for him and it breaks my heart so, so much that sometimes it's hard to breathe and it seems like every hour I get more worn down. I can't keep letting that happen because I have to be positive and optimistic for him. I feel like I'm failing him by becoming so weak but I can't help it. I know I sound like a baby right now and I apologize. Does anybody have any advice for me? Will you please, please pray for me?