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Why Jesus, why have you done this to me?

I love you, I love even those who do not know love, I love even those who do not deserve love, I love even those who hurt me, those who hate me, those who mock and deceive me. They know not what they do. I love all that God has created, I love all creatures, I love all plants, trees, flowers, bees, the ocean, the earth, the world. Since Jesus came into my heart I cannot stop loving, my love has grown out of control, I cannot not love even when I'm hurting. I hurt because I love. Why Jesus, why have you done this to me? Yet hurting is the price I pay and that price is cheaper than love and so a willing sacrifice, a sacrifice I choose. Thank you Jesus!

I knew how to hate before, I knew how to hurt others, I knew how to hurt peoples feelings, how to discourage, how to leave without helping, how to judge people, appearances, characteristics, actions, culture, religion. All I have now is understanding, understanding and love. Why Jesus, why have you done this to me? Understanding is calming, understanding is caring. Thank you Jesus!

You have taken all the darkness from me, my spirit feels light, you have stopped all the bad thoughts and things from manifesting inside of me? Why can I not judge? Why Jesus, why have you done this to me? Judging is not understanding, judging is not for me, it is for God. Thank you Jesus!

I was not the same person I am today, my spirit is light and only light but my flesh has flaws, I am on a journey to eliminate those flaws, and may that journey be bright. I was so small in body and mind, my spirit bound by flesh, that is all I was, I could not grow. God has unlocked me, he free'd me from my flesh and now, now I grow beyond flesh, darkness cannot manifest in me, my spirit is growing it is uncontainable! I no longer feel restrained, I fell free! So free! now I see! I follow you always, to the kingdom of God to the kingdom of my father, he who is glorious and beyond great, who's Glory cannot be described in words! Who's name we know but cannot pronounce for he is far above all else! Why Jesus, why have you done this to me? I feel appreciation words cannot describe. Love is weak to the compassion I feel for you Lord. Thank you Jesus!

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