I've often wondered What's wrong with me. My friends are getting boyfriends. I've never once been told by a guy that he likes me romantically. However; I don't miss it because I can't imagine being in a relationship let along who with. What makes it even more frustrating is that this guy who I've had a crush on for years is dating a girl who's moved here less than two years ago. I've often felt at a disadvantage living out in the country - so far from everybody. When I really think about it, Apart from my sister, I don't think I know my closest friends intamately enough. I feel I'm immature in the realm of love. I also feel fearfully lacking in my penmanship abilities. Another issue for me is my stomache. If it weren't for my hips and waist, I don't think I'd like my appearance at all. On top of that I usually have acne on my face. 
I hate that.
I hate that.
