I have come to understand that what I want, especially as I'm waiting on doctors, and insurance companies, that what I want and what is going to happen is two very different things.
Not that I did not understand this before. Don't get me wrong, I'm not some spoiled little thing who thinks the world revolves around her, but some sort of action would be nice.
They say that because what ever have, which they can't figure out, is not life threatening (how would they know that if they don't know what it is?) that I'm just going to have to live with it while politics gets played out. At this point I don't even know which command I technically belong to.
Great yah?
*shrug* It's not that big of a deal I suppose but it does hamper my ability to put in a leave request chit for the holidays (do it early, get good price on the tickets).
Sometimes I have to wonder what is going on in God's head. But that always leads me to remembering that it doesn't really matter, because He's not going to share what ever it is with me any way. At least no any time soon.
*sigh*
Such is life.
Not that I did not understand this before. Don't get me wrong, I'm not some spoiled little thing who thinks the world revolves around her, but some sort of action would be nice.
They say that because what ever have, which they can't figure out, is not life threatening (how would they know that if they don't know what it is?) that I'm just going to have to live with it while politics gets played out. At this point I don't even know which command I technically belong to.
Great yah?
*shrug* It's not that big of a deal I suppose but it does hamper my ability to put in a leave request chit for the holidays (do it early, get good price on the tickets).
Sometimes I have to wonder what is going on in God's head. But that always leads me to remembering that it doesn't really matter, because He's not going to share what ever it is with me any way. At least no any time soon.
*sigh*
Such is life.
