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Upside down

So, after months of admiration... we kissed and my world is completely upside down!!!

You are just a human being, but i'm at the point where i'm questioning everything about myself and where my life is going... What i like? What i want out of this life... What i like...

How does something like this happen to someone like me... I thought i had it all together... And all of a sudden, nothing makes sense anymore!! I don't make sense to me anymore!!! What now?

How do i get out of this confusion?

How do i find myself again?

How do i find my way back?

How does this happen at this age?

Why is it freaking me out so much??? It could be because i understood me and the life i've created for myself... only to discover that i DON'T!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, but how i long to just pull myself together, but i'm at the point where i just don't make sense and that's frozen me...

Conrad Walters