Update

So it's been about a week and what a week it has been. Like a complete 180 this time.. I've never felt happier and even in the times when I should feel depressed.. I'm not.. i'm extremely grateful that I've got a God who loves me. and who has blessed me with so much in this life. Today i'm struggling a bit with the apartment that I live in and it feeling a bit prisonish.. but i'm still content knowing that God might have me here to learn something about something or perhaps next year he's got a much better place just waiting for me. I've started trying to make things in my life right with god's help and He's definately laid it on my heart that I need to start talking with the people who i've felt discomfort with because of an awkward situation or those who have hurt me or what not so it's been going good for the most part. I'm just waiting patiently and sticking to my daily devotions and praying as often as I can ( I get distracted easily so I drift off in thought). But anywho I figured I'd write a quick update for those who have actually read my blog.. lol.. God Bless