This is the 4th time i have been with my boyfriend, and for some reason it is ONCE AGAIN ending up in a fight.
I just simply cannot stand him, yet he is one of the most important people in my life. Cant you understand that? Because i can't.
So here i am, blogging about it. What else is there to do? I cant look him in the eyes and say "I cannot stand you", right?
Or is that what i am to do? I dont believe that. I believe that if he REALLY is this important to me, i should let him be in my life. Like i simply and doing at the moment.
But the hardest thing is, he is to attached to me. I cannot let him threaten suicide whenever i say i dont want to be with him or somthing like that. That is just simply a unhealthy relationship. And i have been in my fair share of those...
So i am unsure of what to do. I will simply just let it pass and see what happens next.
I just simply cannot stand him, yet he is one of the most important people in my life. Cant you understand that? Because i can't.
So here i am, blogging about it. What else is there to do? I cant look him in the eyes and say "I cannot stand you", right?
Or is that what i am to do? I dont believe that. I believe that if he REALLY is this important to me, i should let him be in my life. Like i simply and doing at the moment.
But the hardest thing is, he is to attached to me. I cannot let him threaten suicide whenever i say i dont want to be with him or somthing like that. That is just simply a unhealthy relationship. And i have been in my fair share of those...
So i am unsure of what to do. I will simply just let it pass and see what happens next.
