Turn of events (July 7, 2005)

Slipping and clammering for His touch within my heart, it was all worth it tonight. I was drifting, but now I am reignited for my Lord and Savior. There is no shame in His name! Tonight I worshipped like there was no tomorrow, and i want to do this the rest of my days! I want to trample satan beneath my feet as i walk with Christ. I poured my heart out to God tonight and prayed that I am never left alone and that I completely depend upon Him for council, guidence and EVERYTHING. I wish that I had the words to discribe what all happened within me this night and how i was just utterly touched by His awesome presence and knowing that He was with me at that very moment, I just wept, I honestly wept that He loves me and claims me as His child. I was further touched when someone told me of their recent baptism that took place only two weeks ago. I think how beautiful the experience is, the pure cleansing, and the transformation. I thought of these things for this person, and just strated to cry again. I want to thank them for sharing their experience with me, I really do thank you. I have found a little more as to what God has planned for me, and I thank Him and desire to know and to do more for Him. I know that He is placing the pieces in place for me and I am starting to see them clearer. The places, the mission He has for me with the youth at my church, with music, I am feeling that these things are of His will and I just have to follow that lead. I pray for continued guidence and that I make the next right decision. God bless those who seek Him honestly and those that are filled with joy at His presence. May He bless your homes and your hearts and fullfill those desires that glorify His name. With all my heart, I cry out to the Lord Almighty with cries of love and an undying passion to know Him. Guide me and those who share in this passion, and tap lightly upon the hearts of those that are still unknowing of your great words. All the Glory be to God, Eric