1:05 am and I know if I try to sleep it will be frustrating, because sleep is hard to catch and fleeting at best.
Praying without ceasing has become my bread and water.
Sometimes I feel numb and other times I feel overwhelmed and for tiny minute seconds here and there I feel normal. Those seconds really don't last long and usually the crash of emotion that follows makes that normal second not worth it.
"Dear Father,
Please bring me rest so I can face tomorrow and be the mom I need to be so my children to not fear what is going on. Please bring my husband rest so he can lead and support us through this mess.
Amen."
Praying without ceasing has become my bread and water.
Sometimes I feel numb and other times I feel overwhelmed and for tiny minute seconds here and there I feel normal. Those seconds really don't last long and usually the crash of emotion that follows makes that normal second not worth it.
"Dear Father,
Please bring me rest so I can face tomorrow and be the mom I need to be so my children to not fear what is going on. Please bring my husband rest so he can lead and support us through this mess.
Amen."
